The ( ?° ?? ?°) Book 2

Oke
Pls dun read this peeps
This is leik an embarrassing "rant" over my awesome frens irl
:3

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You still here-

Well

Oke den

;w;

Here goes my evrything-

Dear twinny,

Pft-

I still call you that-

Yes I'll forever call you that, Dae :3

Ah- I still remember when we met back in 4th grade! You were such an amazing fella- yet I see that my old self hated your annoying side XD

Heyyyy

I've got to admit, I was really REALLY lonely without you back then ;w;
Y u change skulz buddy ;;;;w;;;;

Sometimes I would hear my 'friends' talk behind my back- share my old secrets to others -.-

But you know what?
Idegaf Idc hahahaha

Oh- I shouldn't talk much about 4th grade ^^;

I'm happy we get to be the same school- the same class- Grade 7-Gallant

I was lonely in the first week- but when I heard your familiar name, I was shOOK

I knew that was you-
An old fren of mine.

Boy oh boy you sure did change a lot since I met you.

You became really cold- and most of the times I couldn't read your thoughts nor feelings- not at all

It made me worried,
"What should I do?"
That question rings on my head again and again.

Yet you answer me with that casual tone of voice you have-
"What are you saying?
I'm fine, Joice."
Then you'd smile-
Yet I don't know if that's a fake one or not.

I bet you still remember our old classes in TLE-

You know,
I always wanted to tell you something back then and there,
"Dae,
I don't know what I'd do without you- twin."
But how could I say that to your face?
You met me as that 'cold' and almost 'emotionless' Joice.
It was hard for me to even say "I love you" for I know you'll find that quite cheesy

Oh
Wala kang naiintindihan sa pinag-sasabi ko?
Onga no...
Ang dami mo kasing line of 7 Dae
Sabi ko sayo mag-aral ka ng mabuti eh :P

Sige, sige
Gagawin kong Taglish 'to for your sake, twinny.

Hm...
Bat hindi ka nagstay nung farewell party?

Sana.. kung sana lamang..
Nasabi ko sayo;
"Dude. Mag-stay ka please. Last day na natin tong magkasama sa Gallant."
Pero hindi-
Ngayon ko lng narealize na un na ang ating huling moment na magkasama.
Kung sana-
Sana lang-
Tinigil kitang bumalik sa bahay nyo.

"Dae, mag-ingat ka sa mga Arabo dyan."
Kahit yun lamang hindi ko nasabi.

"Joice, ang hirap ng buhay...."
"Ang tatay ko ay... merong affair."
Hm... hindi ko yan makakalimutan.
Wala akong nagawa no?
Puro "okay lng yan men, may pag-asa pa. I'll pray for ya dude." na lang nasasabi ko.

PUTANG-INA- AKO ANG PINAKA-TRUSTED MO SA GRUPO PERO HINDI KO MAN NA-REALIZE NA PURO KALUNGKUTAN ANG MGA NGITI MO--
BAT DI MO--- bat di mo sinabi sakin... na nasasaktan ka na- na di mo na kaya...
Kung sana lang- sana lang matagal ko na yung nalaman- di kana mag hihirap..

"Joice, may babae talaga ang tatay ko." Sinabi mo un na may ngiti- bat ka ngumingiti non?!?! Putek Daeniel Mae Castro putang-ina ka!!! Pwede mo namang sabihin sakin ang lahat lahat! Pero hindi mo sinabi!!!

Ang sakit men... ang sakit...
Trusted mo ba tlga ako-?
Bakit tinago mo yon sa sarili mo?

"Magiging drug addict ako pag balik sa Pinas."
O waw
Nasan na ung cocaine at marijuana na pinapa-sky freight ko ha?

"Lalayas ako ng bahay."
Punta ka samin
Twin naman kita
Open arms men
Come to me ;w;

"Oi- wag ka nang ganyan- ang akward Joice."
Bawal ko bang sabihin ang gusto kong sabihin...?
Bawal ko bang sabihin na mahal kita men ;w;
No homo bruh :')

"March 18 na ang alis ko. For good."
............
B-Bakit...
B-Bakit ganon...
I-Ikaw lng ang nakakaintindi sakin...
Gusto kong umiyak non- gusto kong sumigaw.
Pero hindi ko magawa
Pakiramdam ko may patalim na sinaksak sa aking puso- sunod inikot ikot at sinaksak ng pa ulit-ulit

(Oke balik sa Ingles men-)
Sorry..
I'm sorry.. I-I couldn't- I didn't know what you felt..

"Joice,
Look at me in the eye."
I looked at you back then-
"....What are you thinking..?
We care- don't ever think that I can't see through your fake laighs and smiles. Stop joking around if it hurts you."
Is what you said after you stared into my eyes for 5 seconds.
I knew it-
That you were able to see right through people's mind when they look to your eyes and you look back.

Ever since then, I would try to avoid eye contact with you- making you a little frustrated.

I'm sorry..
I-
I want to go on with my pitiful sad lies...
Those dirty jokes I use to make you guys laugh are just-
I don't want you guys to know what I feel.
You know that the Joice you met is cold yet cheery at the same time-
I never told you guys much about my problems-
Except for you Dae.
Twin,
Please
Please hear me out someday.

"If I go back to the Philippines, I might change.
My friends there are girly girls so I might turn into one."
No.
No.
I don't want you to change.
The Dae I met in 7th grade should stay.

.......
How many times have you saved me already?
You know I should have tons of referal now!
Yet you saved my back-
Our backs-
I-I'm sorry..
I really am..

Daeniel, twinny,
For the last time-
I love you and I hope I'll see you again someday-
Remember our promise-
We'll stay friends until we grow up and you become drug lord :)
I'll wait for that day to come
I'm always waiting for you-
Forever and ever

Daeniel,
You're the one that knows almost all of my secrets and my actual personality-
I'm your twin after all
I trust you with almost my life
So please...
For the last time...
Come back to me..
C-Come back to lizard squad..

PUPUNTA AKO NG BULACAN!
MAG HINTAY KA LANG FOR 2018!!!!!
Magkakaron talaga tayo ng road trip! Mag bibike tayo sa buong Luzon!
1 month wala sa bahay!
Mag papatay ng drug addicts!
Promise natin yon dba?!
Gagawin ko yon!
Hintayin mo ako sa Bulacan men!!!!!
I lab u men! No homo!
:))))))))))))))))

Di ako magbabago-
Wag ka rin magbago-
Bigay mo na sakin ung drugs at MikMik ha!!!
Okay?!?!?
O K E Y!!!!

Love your twin,
Joice