Soobin was sound asleep.
He heard his voices even in his dreams.
He saw his parents and they told him how disappointed in him they were.
"You are a no good brat. Your sister was much better. Why can't you be like her? Your a little gay boy. No one wants you as a son. Especially us."
and soobin was falling..
and falling
and
falling...
"Hyung! Hyungie!!! Please wake up your having a nightmare. Please!"
Soobin opened his eyes slowly. A bright light shone above him. He blinked.
Kai looked down over him, worry plastered on his beautiful face.
"Soobinie hyung?! A-are you okay?"
The older rubbed his eyes and sat up.
He was safe. It was just another nightmare. Why had Kai come to his room? Had soobin been making noise?
He groaned in embarrassment.
"Ah, Kai i'm alright. Don't worry about me just another bad dream. How did you know i was..."
He couldn't finish his sentence.
Pathetic
"well... i was going to see if.. if i could sleep with you tonight? and i walked in and you were whimpering and whispering. You kept saying No and Help me. I was scared Hyung. I thought you were in a really bad place."
Kai latched onto his hyung wrapping his arms around him like a koala. Soobin smiled.
"I'm fine hyuka. And of course you can stay here. We just met... but it feels like we've known each other a lot longer."
Kai froze and muttered something.
"hm? I didn't catch that Kai."
"I-oh nothing Hyungie. Go back to sleep it's ok."
Soobin drifted to sleep but kept coming back to Kai's words. To Soobin it sounded like he said...
"We're not as much of strangers as you think."
Soobin woke up to Kai rustling around. He opened his eyes to look at his younger. "K-kai?"
He jumped in surprise as his name was said.
"Hyung! Your up! How did you sleep?"
"I slept fine Ning. how did you sleep?"
Kai just nodded.
They went down to breakfast. Pancakes!
Soobin breathed in the scent and realized how hungry he actually was.
"Help yourself Hyungie!"
Kai said cutely. Soobin thanked him and grabbed some. They were a bit cold and must've been there for a while.
"Where's your dad?" Soobin asked in between bites.
"Oh he's just taking care of some business. That's all."
Soobin nodded in response.
He didn't know why but Kai had been acting strange.
And he was starting to rethink everything.
Sorry it's a short chapter today! i have no motivation:( i'm sorry. I think you guys will like my other fanfic on my other account emmathearmy1 the fanfic is called Fake Love. I hope you enjoy and please give it a read! ❤️❤️
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Fanfiction???TW: INVOLVES SUICIDE AND SELF HARM/ DEPRESSION/ANXIETY ! DO NOT READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY THIS!??? Choi Soobin has been battling depression and anxiety since the age of 13. His parents hated him, and after his sister died things had gotten r...
