When you least expect it (Jensoo convert G!P)

Chapter 16

"Jisoo, I think you should go," Irene says from the living room door, in a soft voice. Jisoo looks over at her, her face falling.

"Jennie, just think about it. What is it that you want?" She asks, going out the door, closing it softly behind her.

I stare at the door for a while after she leaves.

"Jennie? Are you ok?" Irene asks, pulling me into the living room.

"Yeah, I'm good," I say, wiping away a tear that had escaped.

"I know that I was against the whole thing between you two at the start, but Jennie I've seen you two together and I honestly think if you want to be with her, you should be with her, no matter what people think," She says.

"Irene you know I can't," I tell her, knowing that she gets my point.

"But do you want to?" She asks, raising her eyebrows, already knowing the answer.

"I... Yes, I want to." I tell her placing my head in my hands.

"Then do it, because Jennie, if you don't you are going to regret it,"

"What if it blows up in my face? I'll regret it then as well,"

"At least then you said you took a chance..." she says, pulling my hands away from my face, "Is this all really about dad and Mr Kim?"

"Of course it is," I tell her.

"It's just that you knew they didn't like each other before. Dad doesn't hate him any more than he did before because he expects this type of thing from Mr Kim. You made that agreement knowing the relationship between them and it just seems you took the first opportunity to remove yourself from the situation. Could it be that you started to actually like Jisoo and got scared?" She asks softly, making me look at her.

Yes, I knew the relationship before and yes I knew dad expected this from him but did I really take the first opportunity to leave? Did I become scared of my feelings for someone who I knew I was supposed to hate?

Like a movie, images come flashing across my vision: Me bumping into her at the dance, us kissing at the dance, me going to meet her outside the locker, her driving to the nearly empty car park, me lying on her bed in her room, us on the sofa at the dinner and finally us sitting in the car, me watching her teach Irene to drive. I suddenly feel an ache inside of me.

"Oh my God," I say, realisation dawning on me. I liked Jisoo. I liked Kim Jisoo. I liked a Kim. I like her and pushed her away to try and preserve my heart.

"Jennie, if you really want to be with her, then be with her because I know she wants to be with you. Dad will understand, he may not be happy but he will eventually understand," She tells me.

Without thinking I'm on my feet, rushing out of the door, going around my usual path to the back door of her house. I reach up and knock. The moment she answers, I am against her. My lips are forceful on hers, my hands wrap around her neck, pulling her as close as I can get her.

"Jennie?" She mumbles, pulling back. She has her hands on my waist firmly, making sure I don't move, not that I had any intention of doing so.

"You asked what I want," I tell her, pushing her into the house, closing the door with my foot, "What I want is you." I tell her before slamming my lips back onto hers. At my words, she roughly lifts me off the floor, making me wrap my legs around her waist

"You have no idea how much I have wanted to hear you say that," She mumbles, pushing me up against the counter.

"Say it again," She demands, starting to kiss along my jaw, her hands gripping my ass.