P.S. Obsessively In Love With You

(A/N: Made by @AthenaMaeVelasquez. Thank youu ❤)

Chapter 27

Nisha's POV

I was sitting motionless on the sofa, my eyes are burning.
It's odd that I'm thinking nothing and everything at the same time, it was a mess.

I could hear rushed footsteps coming near me and the next thing I know is that someone enveloped me in a hug.

“Are you okay? Anong ginawa nya sayo? Sinaktan ka ba nya?” Walang prenong sabi ni Hans as he made me face him, he stroked my hair and I could see how worried he is right now.

I forced myself to smile.
“Kami na.”

“Ha..?” he said na parang naguguluhan.

Humiwalay ako sakanya.
“Kami na ni Lucian.” I repeated.

“Nisha..”

“I'm sorry if I lied to you.. Pero ngayon naglakas ng loob na ako. Please forgive me.” I said and hugged him.
“Please?”

He leaned slightly away from me but didn't take off my arms around him.
“What the hell are you talking about? Kanina lang takot ka..”

“Ganto kasi yan.” I said with a casual smile.
“Kanina pumunta sya rito and explained his side and begged for my forgiveness, then I realized something.. Mahal ko na pala sya at di ko kayang nakikitang nasasaktan sya.”

“Then what about th--” I shrugged,

“I'm just confused, akala ko dati na wala lang yung sakit na nararamdaman ko nung mawala sya, it's been troubling me for a few months and now I realize kung ano talaga yun.. I miss him. I need him.” I said and put my head on his chest.
“Please be happy for me. Mahal ko sya at mahal nya din ako, Hans. He's the one I've been waiting for.”

“Teka nga, teka nga.” Hans said and grabbed my shoulders at inilayo ako sakanya, he didn't let go as he stared at me in the eyes.
“Nisha, okay ka lang ba? Anong ginawa sayo ng lalaking yun? Umamin ka nga.”

“What he did is to make me realize that I'm in love. I mean, he got all the qualities I need in a man.” I said with a reassuring smile.

“Lokohin mo lelang mo. Quality-quality pinagsasabi mo eh halos di mo alam saan ka magtatago pag andyan sya.” Pagmamatigas nya.

I look at him in the eyes, I could see the worry, the love, and the frustration in it. Mahirap pero kailangan. This is for your sake, Hans. You've done more than enough. Ayoko na pati ikaw madamay sa gulo na hindi ko alam pano ko napasok.
“Hans, trust me. Mahal ko si Lucian, what could go wrong?”

For a moment he was quiet, one of his hands traveled towards my face and wiped my damp cheek. Why am I crying?
He stared at me in the eyes.
“You're lying.”

“No, I'm not.” I said and inalis ang kamay nya sa mukha ko.
“Just scared of how you will react.”

He rolled his eyes.
“Nisha, I know you better than anyone. Kaya alam kong nagsisinungaling ka.”

I scoffed and wiped my tears from the back of my hand.
“Why would you say that? You may know me better than anyone else, but you do not know me better than myself.”

“I do.” he replied quickly.
“You do not know this but whenever you're lying your expressions are a little exaggerated but it's very subtle na halos walang nakakapansin, and also nanlalaki ang mga mata mo.”

“No, of course not.” I said and he shrugged.

“Bakit di mo tanungin si Matt?”

Is that the reason kung bakit parang laging alam ni Hans ang nararamdaman ko kahit di ko sinasabi sakanya?
Does he really know that much about me?

I turned my back against him.
“Mali ka this time. Please leave. I love Lucian.”

“Look at me in the eyes and say that again.” he said as if daring me.

So I did, I look at him in the eyes,
“I love Lucian.”

“Nisha, your eyes are bulging. Your tone was too high and para kang matatae na ewan.” he said.

“Of course, you're confronting me. How the hell should I react?” I asked and squinted my eyes at him. “Ganto?!”

Hans shook his head,
“No. Hindi ako aalis and I'm gonna call him, I'm also gonna call the police and say that he's trespassing.”

“Hans, parang awa mo na, kung ganyan ka, umalis ka na.” I said, my eyes starting to tear up.

No, please Nisha don't cry. Lalo lang magmamatigas si Hans kapag nakita nya.

“No--”

“I SAID LEAVE!” I screamed kaya agad syang napatingin sakin.

“Wh--”

“Hindi ka aalis? Ako mismo ang tatawag sa mga pulis para paalisin ka rito.” I said and made my way to the landline phone on the display table.

“Ano ba talagang nangyayari sayo?” he asked.

“Umalis ka na. Pakiusap. Iwan mo na kami ni Lucian, masaya na ako sakanya.. Mahirap bang intindihin yun?”

My hand was trembling and nakahawak na ako sa telepono.

He sighed,
“Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ginawa nya sayo pero babalikan kita. Okay? Tawagan mo lang ako agad kitang pupuntahan.” he said and made his way to the front door.

“Hans."

He stopped walking at tumingin sakin.

“Don't ever try to tear me and Lucian apart. Kapag nalaman ko na may ginawa ka na ikakasira ni Lucian. Magpapakamatay ako.” I said staring at him in the eyes and not budging.

His eyes widened. I can't lie to him. But I'm not lying that I would kill myself kapag may ginawa sya.
Alam ko anong gagawin ni Lucian kay Hans.
I would rather die than make Hans a laughing stock. I would rather risk my life knowing that a friend who did nothing but to help me ruin his image because of me.
I love Hans too much.

Hans nodded his head stiffly then went to the front door.
Nung narinig ko ang pagsara ng gate at ang paglayo ng kotse ni Hans. I let go of the phone and started sobbing.

I stared at the empty spot at the front door where he was standing.
“Please, don't leave me alone with him. I need you.”

Madami ng ginawa para sakin si Matt at Hans. Kailangan ako naman mag-isa.

I sighed.
Matt and Hans are on my mind. Its as if they are telling me to fight him, that I could make through this, that I could make a plan to escape him, all by myself.