Focus On Me | Yeongyu ?

beomgyu's pov ~
i sat in my seat with my head down. soobin isn't in this class so i fucking hate my life right now.

i felt someone staring at me so i looked up. i was right.

"what's my name," the yellow haired boy demanded, pouting. he seems to do that a lot. i turned around, facing the desk.

"i don't care and i don't remember.."

"i told you not to forget, choi beomgyu."

"how could i? you're too annoying to forget about, choi yeonjun," i immediately stated. he quickly hid his face while blushing. i rolled my eyes. "you act all tough and then get flustered really easily. why?"

yeonjun faced me but struggled to look me in the eyes. he was still blushing.

"because you make my heart flutter," he mumbled but i still heard it. we both stared at each other for a long ass time before talking again. it was so embarrassing and awkward.

"you like me?"

"how couldn't i?"

the bell rang right after he said that. thank god. i actually wanted to die in that moment.

for a person i just met, yeonjun is hella straightforward and bold. it makes me wanna gag. how can someone be that confident? if i was like that, i would be able to start an actual conversation with soobin. ha, in my dreams. i can't even say a word to him. i'm so lame.

yeonjun is so cool. i wish i were him.

i hate myself.

yeonjun's pov ~
i hate myself.

why the fuck did i say that?! that was so embarrassing, i wanna kill myself. beomgyu definitely hates me even more than he did before.

i just wish that he would stare at me the same way he stares at soobin. what does he see in him anyway? he probably doesn't even know beomgyu's name. i would treat him so much better than he would. why can't beomgyu see that?

i sighed as i finally moved down the halls. for a second, i was standing there like an idiot, while everybody else moved around me.

"yeonjun!" i heard a familiar voice call and looked behind me. it was both of my best friends, kang taehyun and huening kai.

taehyun is hella popular because of how smart and beautiful he is, which makes sense. he's friends with everyone, even beomgyu and soobin and he's beomgyu's closest friend.

i just don't get why out of all these people, he chooses to be friends with the weird guy who can't keep his stupid feelings inside, aka me.

but taehyun is the only person who knows how i feel about beomgyu. i literally rant to him about how breathtaking he is while taehyun just makes fun of me.

i also always tell him to talk about me in front of beomgyu whenever he has the chance. i really do want him to notice me. that's it. that's all.

i've never told huening kai, but i do plan on telling him. i'm pretty sure he already knows though, since he always talks about him around me and he's not that oblivious. i mean it's very obvious who i like.

"hellooooo? earth to yeonjun!" huening kai said as he waved in front of my eyes.

"oh, sorry."

"daydreaming about nasty stuff?" taehyun asked as he winked at me. my face turned red as i obviously thought about beomgyu. i slapped his shoulder lightly.

"shut up taehyun!" huening kai looked at us like we were insane.

"uhhh, anyways. what are you doing after school?" he asked me.

"probably nothing, as always."

"yeah, cause you have no life." taehyun playfully teased. i didn't say anything because it was true and i couldn't back it up with fake lies.

"good! taehyun and i want you to come over. we plan on having a sleep over!"

"okay, sounds good. i'll see you guys after school."