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       Passed 3 am that night Leo was sleeping in his bed laying on his plastron chest sound asleep while Raph was at Leo's table with some paper sitting there trying to add up his memories that he very desperately wanted back. But everything he has tried would never work for him so this had to work while looking at the paper where his memories showed and how. " come on there has to be something..."

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    Raph has been scratching his head all night while his head would nod from falling asleep on the table with his head on his hand and the papers all around him. But when Leo turned he would notice few papers and so he slowly sat up looking around half dazed as he stole got up to his feet and went over to Raph that he saw asleep by the table. " Raphael comes to sleep you need your rest too. "
    When Leo got his hand to Raph's shoulder to shake him awake Raph opened his eyes a little looking a little around till he got his hand on Leo's writs looking up to Leo and pulled him into Raph's lap while he did turn fast so Leo landed right in his lap perfectly. "Raph! what are you doing?"
     Instead of answering Raph leaned in and pressed his lips to Leo's making him widen his eyes blushing but shortly closed them kissing Raph back feeling his hand still holding Leo's wrist. Raph held Leo in his lap kissing passionately and close to him making Leo blush harder as Raph got his tongue in Leo's mouth.
     Leo's hand tightened while he then felt Raph lay him down to the floor as Raph lots Leo's wrist go and got his hands in Leo's top making Leo moan feeling his hands gently touch him. So he broke his kiss and looked at Raph getting a hand to his face. " Raphael."
     Raph got his hand to Leo's holding it to his face flavoring the feeling of a loved one's touch looking to Leo. But when Raph went down to kiss Leo again his head had a sharp pain as he pets his hand go and falls to the side grabbing his head yelling and grunting in the pain. " Raph! Hang on ill get Donnie!"
     Leo stood up as fast as he could running out of the room yelling Donnie's name while Raph laid there feeling his head as if splitting opened as a lot of flashes was going thru his head but he could not fully understand then sense most was still blurry and could not hear.
    Till he opened his eyes as he heard Leo yelled as Raph saw he was not in Leo's room but dirt with people flight. " Raphael! No!"
    Raph looked done seeing he was grabbed by Tiger Claw and got stabbed in the heart making Raph grunt hard. Till he then was thrown to the dirt looking to his chest seeing the stabbed wound with a lot of blood coming out so he got a hand to his would feeling his blood in his hands then up ahead as he widened his eyes in terror seeing Leo there trying to get to Raph with total fear in Leo's blue eyes. ' this is...'
     Raph gets his hand out hearing his thought yelling out. " Leo... Don't look! Please turn away!'
     Then Raph printed feeling his back get stabbed as he fell to the ground seeing Leo have tears falling down his pale face reaching his hand out to him. ' Leo... '
     Raph took a second then he opened his eyes seeing he was looking at the ceiling as he sat up fast with tears falling while Leo grabbed his chest. " Raph lay down..."
     " I saw..." Low looked worried as Raph looked to him while getting a hand to Leo's good one. " im sorry I didn't listen... I was just trying to keep you safe..."
     Leo lets his hand go and hugs him. " no more apologizing Raph... It happened and your okay as well as I am... "
     Leo looked to Raph and smiled as he continued telling him with his kind smile. " so from now one don't force yourself to remember I love you the way you are. "
     Raph looked down as Leo huge him more while Raph hugged him back holding Leo tightly not wanting to let go or be alone.
    Donnie looked at them while he told Raph getting his attention. " you're always a stubborn man and like to make our Lord all flustered as well frustrated. "
    Raph then saw Donnie smile at them. " so just keep doing those and everything will be fine. "
     Leo puffed his cheeks to Donnie as he said out a little fussy. " what... No... That's not..."
     Let's puffed cheeks got every red as that got him to hide his face at Raph's chest making Donnie laugh then Raph could not help but chuckle while getting his hands back to Leo's back. " that's Donnie ill keep that in mind. "
     Once Donnie nods and heads out still chuckling Raph looked to Leo as he still would not look to Raph. " Hey, I was thinking."
     Leo looked a little up to him. " if I remembered correctly you wanted to go on a family trip. Maybe we all should go. "
      Leo looked at him as he said getting his hand to Raph's shoulder. " you remembered that?"
    " yes, I remember a little more. But most are still blurry. " Leo nods as Raph looked to Leo as she gave him a gentle smile. ' I remember one thing too. The day you told me to call you Leonardo. '
    So raph gets his hand to Leo's cheek as he said low getting Leo's eyes widened with a surprised blushing look as Raph said with a wink. " Don't worry I'll be good... Leo. "
     Leo blushed hard and got his hand to Raph's chest and pushed him away as best he could make Raph laugh as he got on his back while he sat back seeing Leo with his one arm crossed pouting. ' these memories I just got helped me on how I mostly act... But still, some is blurry on what we told watch each other a lot and when we have sex.'