Forbidden

     Raph laid there as Donnie had him in a different room as he was badly hurt from the whips and the rain doesn't help as it looked like some lashes scratch dig in his skin. So he has some places with wraps on to keep the big lash marks to get infected while looking to the ceiling alone in the room. 
     He would be listening to his breathing as well outside as it was getting dark about almost time for dinner to be over for the others. But Raph was not touching the dinner by him as he felt not hungry.
     He swallowed and then slowly started to sit up as he looked around feeling a head rush from sitting up too fast as he got a hand on his face.
     As he sat there he heard the door open as Raph didn't look to see who it was at the same time he felt it could be Leo or Donnie but as the person sat in the chair ground by the bed he saw the clothes looked too feminine so he looked to see it was Karai. " I don't need your symphony..."
     " I know. But as a daughter to that man, I am sorry... " she said as she didn't look to him while his left cheek was whipped. " I don't need that... I'm nothing but a peasant."
     " no your a guard! " she said loud looking at him as he saw tears in her eyes as he narrowed his eyes. " why do you treat your father with kind words when he said that to you?"
      She looked at Raph then spoke looking down at her hands. " he is my father I have to respect him..."
     " that's not true. If your father is disrespecting you you have the right to be disrespecting to him..."
    " How can I do that... He is a threat to me and our Lord..." She said as Raph watched her start to cry so he got his hand up and got it to her shoulder. " then our Lord needs to man up and start showing Saki that he is not a welcomed man here for what he is doing to you two..."
      She nods her head and then gets a hand to his as she puts on a slight smile. " you are a kind man Raph behind this moody personality of yours. "
     He smirked a little as she would then stand and headed off after thanking him while he still sat there. But again once alone he lowered his face and lost his smirk as he looked to his hands bruised from the lashes.
     Then they started to get wet as his emotionless face was blank but his eyes still cried at the pain he was in while he would get his arms around himself as he held himself feeling again alone and disgusted at the way he looked right now. ' Why am I such a fuck up!'

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     Leo was getting Mikey to bed while he would start to walk to where Raph was as Donnie walked with him as Leo looked hurt and disappointed in himself when he knew he should have stopped those lashes but as usual, he was a coward to Lord Saki. When getting to the door Leo stood there as the rain started again lightly as Donnie looked to Leo. " My Lord?"
     Leo clenched his hands as he then went over and opened the door as Donnie told him which room he was in as he walked over heading to see Raph. Right, when he was just entering he instantly started to cry as he saw Raph on the bed with his arms around himself.
    Leo walked over fast as he went instantly landing on his knees and got his arms around Raph while that got Raph to stop spacing out and looked to Leo. " I'm sorry Raphael...  I'm a cowered and a horrible Lord! I should have stopped it I should have fought Saki off for you!"
       Raph looked to Leo with wide eyes while he was looking scared at Leo while he opened his mouth. " shut up..."
    Leo looked at him as he saw Raph face as he said. " What?"
    " Shut up!" He yelled as he pushed Leo off and landing on his back. " I don't need pity! Sympathy! Guilt or any of that shit! Just let me be!"
      Leo looked at Raph as he shook at how scared Raph looked as he was tired, mad while Donnie came in. " My Lord! Raphael, you have no right to treat him like this for all he has done for you! He gave you and your father a home! And a doctor treating your father!"
       Raph shut his eyes and looked down as he got his hands to his face while Donnie got Leo to sit but he went instantly to Raph pulling him to his side to have his face to Leo's chest. " how do you want me to act like then Raphael? I just watched you someone very important to me get badly hurt..."
    Raph froze there as he heard Leo's heart sit sounded to be beating faster than normal. Raph opened his mouth to yell more at him but instead, his voice sounded shaken and tears fall more off his face. " im use to being alone when badly hurt... I don't want to be alone but I always was..."
    He grabbed Leo's sleeve while he got his crying face to hide in as he shook getting his free arm around Leo not wanting him to go.
     Leo looked down seeing Raph as he blushed as well watching Raph cry and hold him tightly. So Leo gets his hand to Raph's head brushing his hand all the way down to Raph's back shoulder as he said smiling sadly to the man he was seeing that he loved. " I'm not going anywhere, Raphael... I will never leave you..."
     Donnie stood there looking at the two as he started to walk out to give them space while they two stayed like that for hours till Raph would be asleep on Leo's lap as Leo pets Raph's shoulder comforting him with a smile as he said low blushing while Donnie watched again. " I love you...Raphael..."