Difficult Times (Jemily)

(TW: Sexual assault, and abuse)
Emily's POV:
We went back to the department because we didn't find Alex, we checked in with Reid to see if he found anything out about where he might be.

"Hey Reid where is JJ"

"She said she was going outside for a minute"

"Okay I'll go get her"

I walked outside and I didn't see her, the only thing I saw was her phone on the ground. I ran back inside to the rest of my team.

"Guys Alex took JJ"

(Morgan) "What do you mean Emily"

"I mean she wasn't outside but her phone was, you know she doesn't go anywhere without it. Reid how long ago did she go outside"

(Reid) "Probably 10 minutes ago"

"We need to find her now, you know what Alex did to those other girls"

JJ's POV:
I woke up tied to a chair, it was pitch black in the room I was in. He must have taken off my clothes because it was freezing in here.

"Hello? Anyone there"

Right after I said that a door opened up and a tall man walked in and turned the light on. He was white, brown hair, around the age of 30, this was our unsub. I knew what was going to happen to me. I was going to be another one of his victims. Now that the light was on I looked around the room. It looked to be a basement, cement walls yet no windows. He had knives on a table across the room and a chain that was connected to a wall. I was sitting in the middle of the room, and I was right, he did take off my clothes, I was wearing nothing but my bra and underwear. I was sitting on the floor across from me just staring not saying a word.

"What are you looking at, if you want to kill me just get it over with"

"Why would I want to ruin the fun, it hasn't even started"

He walked over to me and he put his hands on my thighs, I tried to move to get him off of me but he punched me in the face for trying. He moved his hands up my body, over all of my scars.

"Now why would such a pretty girl like you hurt herself"

"None of your fucking business"

"Feisty, it won't help you. I'm in control here"

He injected me with a neuromuscular blocking agent. It kicked in pretty quick. Basically what it means it that I'm awake but I'm paralyzed. I know what is happening to me but I can't do anything to stop it. He unties me from the chair and brings me to the floor. He takes off the rest of my clothes and starts to undo his belt. I knew exactly what he was going to do. I shut my eyes because that's all I could do. I felt his hands run down my body, touching every part of me. I tried to disassociate but it wasn't working, I felt him inside of me and all I could do was cry. It felt like it was going on forever, it was more painful then anything I could ever do to myself.

He finally stopped. I opened my eyes and he was just sitting next to me staring.

"Did you like that"

I just looked back at him not saying anything. He got up and grabbed a scalpel off of the table and walked back over to me.

"Why don't we add some more scars to this body of yours"

He took the scalpel and placed in right on my thigh. He cut down pretty deep, I could feel the blood feeling down my leg. This type of pain was nice. I missed this feeling. He did it a few more times before he was finished. He cleaned the blood off of my legs and stomach. He picked me back up and tied me to the chair again. I feel asleep because I was so exhausted.

Emily's POV:
"Garcia are there any cameras around here that saw where he could have taken JJ"

"After he put her in his car and turned left I can't find his car anywhere"

"Okay Garcia thanks for trying"

I walked away from the rest of my team and went into a empty conference room. I sat down on the ground with my back touching the wall and I started to breakdown. I am going to lose JJ because of that bastard. And there is nothing I can do to stop that. I can't find him, we don't even know where he might have her. There are so many houses and buildings she could be locked up in and I only have 3 days before he kills her. And that if he wants to stick to his pattern. He might kill her sooner just because she's a FBI agent. This is all my fault, I knew she needed more time to stay home. I should have pushed her harder, she just wouldn't listen, she just wanted to come back to work. And now I might lose her forever.

Morgan knocked on the door before entering and he saw me crying on my floor. He rushed to my side and held me while I cried.

"It's my fault Morgan"

"It isn't your fault princess, you did nothing wrong"

"If I pushed her harder to stay home she wouldn't be missing, so yes it is my fault"

"Emily you know how JJ is, she missed helping people, you know there is no arguing with her about work"

"Yeah" I chuckled

"Now JJ needs us to help her, so you gotta get your ass up so we an get our girl back"

"Okay"

He helps me to my feet and wipes my cheeks before we walk out. He gives me one last hug before we return to the rest of the team.

(Hotch) "We had Garcia look into places Alex could have kept these women, he has a warehouse that he purchased not to long ago that we can check out"

"Then why are we standing here talking, we need to go"

We hopped into our cars and headed to the warehouse. Reid, Morgan and I in the first car. Hotch and Rossi in the second. We arrived at the warehouse and we searched the premises. JJ was no where to be found and neither was Alex.

It was around 11 at night and we still have nothing. Hotch told us to go to the hotel because we are no use if we are tired, he isn't wrong but we need to find JJ and fast.

JJ's POV:
I've been here a while, don't know exactly how long. He hasn't been back in a few hours. I can finally move again, my body is very sore, and I'm hungry but I'm used to it. I can hear footsteps. He's coming back.

"Hello my blonde beauty"

"I'm not your beauty"

"Oh but you are" he says with a smug grin

He pulled out a camera and set it up pointing right at me. I could see that is was recording. He was livestreaming it to the police department. I don't believe him. He walks behind me and I hear the sound of a automatic switchblade open. He wraps his arm around me and stabs me in the stomach three times. I don't want to give him the satisfaction of my screaming so instead I grind my teeth and take it. I look down and see the blood falling out of me as everything starts to go black.