We can work this out! I promise! (Pietro x Reader FF)

I have been in bed all afternoon. Well, in Lila's bed. When I got home from the tower, Laura instantly noticed that something is off. So, she took the kids with her for a walk and told me to lay in Lila's bed. Well, except I was not alone. Lila stayed with me. She thought that I want to take a nap, so she stayed to take one lucky for me she was actually sleeping.

I haven't bin in this kind of a bad place for a long time. When I left my parents house, wanting to pursue my dreams, my parents and I, my family and I had a huge argument. They accused me of being unworthy and unresponsible, my dad told me that I will bring dishonor to this family.

So, naturally when I left, their words hunted me. I arrived in New York completely lost, as If I have never been out alone. I managed to find a place to sleep, later my apartment and of course I met Laura, who made me feel better. I met her at the park, with the kids, also completely lost because Clint was on his mission in Sokovia. She thought he might never come back. Lila ran to me and gave me her ball. I played with her. When I noticed Laura, I went to her and tried to start a conversation, without making her cry. I asked about the kids and managed to make her smile. That is when she invited me home with her. After me checking up on her for 3 days, I offered to take the kids for a walk and let her alone. She trusted me, so the kids and I went to the park alone.

After that day she wanted to offer me the job as a babysitter, but she knew that she would have to check with Clint. Until then, we met every day and when Clint came home, he agreed to the job offering. I was so happy. I got along perfectly with both, and my life started to fall into place. Except It did not.

During the days everything was fine but in the night the words of my family haunted me. I would have forgiven them, but I couldn't.

But I decided that I don't want to repeat my parents' mistakes. I don't want my relationship to fail because of overthinking.

I decided to call Wanda.
When I looked at my phone, there was no message from Pietro. Something is off, I can sense it.

"Hello" I heard her voice trough the phone.
"Hi Wanda, its me. I wanted to ask you if we could meet up and talk."
"Y/N I don't think this is a good Idea."
"Why not?"
"I just think you should wait and talk to him."
"Please Wanda, something is off, I sense it. I know you read his mind so please tell me what is going on."
"Have you tried talking to him?" she asked calmly.
"No, no I didn't." That might have been the better Idea, how toxic can I be if I don't think of this.
"Well, maybe try that first." She said and then she hung up.

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After many attempts to call him, and him not replying, he finally picked up. We decided to meet at the river and so we did.

He arrived just about a few minutes early. I already had the car parked, which clint was so nice to offer me for today. So I got out of the car and walked towards him. His face was dark, his eyes lost the sparkle he just wasn't the guy I knew.

"Hi." I said shy. It felt strange, something in me told me that this will not end good. He didn't even hug me.

We took a turn to the left and started walking. I hate this path. Usually when we are out on our dates, we walked to the right, we were here so often.

"So, how was your day? Did you bring in a lot of bad guys?" I said trying to crack a joke.

"Hm.. ya, there was work today." He was absent. He couldn't find the right words.

We arrived at a place where we could sit and so we did.
"So, you wanted to talk?" he asked me. How can he ask me something like this? Something is terribly wrong.

"Pietro, what is going on. I sense that something is not okay right now with you, with us. Please talk to me." I tried my best not to sound desperate.

"I have been thinking." He said. "You know, when I met you, I fell for you really fast, we moved verry fast, and I think... I think we moved a little bit too fast." He did not look at me. Not for once.

"What do you want to tell me?"

"I think we should stop here, before we burn each other."

"What?" I was in pure disbelieve. Out of the blue!!

"Out of the blue? After six months of "pure happiness" what happened? We were just on a great trip for my birthday. You didn't give me any sign of something being wrong."

"I thought about it Y/N. I was trying to fight for us, that's why I was quiet. But I just feel like we are not a match. I think, we don't belong."

He said that so convinced. It made me believe that he thinks about it exactly in that way.

"I will not stop before I fight, I will not stop before I know what the issue is." I said.

"I did fight." And with that he got up and left. It started raining that exact moment he left and after a few seconds of shock, my tears started rolling down my face.

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Okey.. I know this is kind of.. not what you expected. All i will say is, this story is called
 " We can work this out".. so please hang on with me :)