I Hate You, Don't Go

Garfields POV:

Time passed, life moved on. I'll never have to go through anything as difficult as it was to let her go. To let my life move on without her. I don't know when the crying stopped, I couldn't pin point it. I still dream of her. I still hear her voice chastising me and wanting me to do things differently. I still love her, more then anything I had ever felt before. And I missed her like crazy every day. I saw her in my every day routine. Whenever I went, there she was. I found myself having conversations in my head with her, just to get through the day...

Hazel, my darling girl. She looked so much and sounds exactly like her mother. Her hair was dark purple, with natural green high lights, one eye purple as the other swirled green like mine. She had my teeth, but everything else was Raven. She even wore her hair like her mother did... I was glad I got to see her every day as she grew more like her mother, nothing made me happier.

My boy, Noah. He was all me. Tall, bulky with muscle, but of course he could never take his old man. His green completion and green hair reminded me of myself when I was young like him. His eyes, though. Those were Ravens bright purple.

They both could shape shift and control things, a pure mixture of both their parents. They were actually better super heros then I seemed to be.

I looked out the teen titan window, looking out at the city. "You would be so proud, Raven." I said to myself quietly.

"Yes, she would be very proud, Garfield." A very pregnant Starfire said to me sweetly, setting a hand on my shoulder.

"Thanks, Star..." I said quietly.

Starfire was pregnant with, big surprise, Robins baby girl. I could honestly say I had never seen either of them so happy.

"When will Noah and Hazel be back from school?" She asked me as she sat down on the couch.

"They should be here-" the elevator door dinged and my two teenagers bellowed out, laughing at each other for some unknown reasons.

"You need to shut up, Beast Boy." Hazel said loudly, ignoring her brother as she wrapped her arms around me.

Noah took on my name after I retired it. Cyborg thought it was a good idea, and honestly I kind of liked it.

"Hey girl." I said quietly, wrapping my arms around her in return. "How was school?"

"Crap. But what's new." She rolled her eyes. "Little noey boy over there made the football team."

"Did you, that's great!" I exclaimed, pulling him In for a nooggie on his head.

"Dad!" He yelped, pushing at me wildly as he tried to get away. I let him go and smiled at him, "you're a jerk, dad." He muttered as he rubbed his head. "But I'm star quarter back, so what now!" He flexed, sticking his tongue out.

"You certainly are a beast.." Hazel said quietly as she headed toward her room. "Call me out for dinner?"

"Where are you going?" I asked, raising my brow.

"I need to meditate." She muttered, closing the door behind her.

I couldn't help but smile to myself. She was so much like Raven....

"You okay, dad?" Noah asked me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder. "Mom bothering you again?"

I patted his head, "I'm just glad we raised you guys right." I said quietly, squeezing him in a one armed hug.

"What, mom didn't think you'd be able to?"

I snorted a laugh, "oh, no one thought I'd be able to. I had a lot of help, but you guys turned Out alright..."

"Only alright?"

"Well let's be honest. You're not that amazing."

He threw his head back and laughed harshly, "I'm the head quarter back!"

"No need to convince me." I said with a large smile. "Your mother would be proud." I said quietly and patted his head again. "Good boy..."

After a few minutes, Noah left and went to hide in his room. So I decided o make burritos for dinner.

"Want some help?" Cyborg asked as he arrived home.

I nodded. "Always, bruh!" He came over and began helping me cook, "Noah made the team." I told him.

"No way! That's great!" He yelled. He looked over at me nervously, then took in a deep breath. "I'm proposing to Jinx..."

I turned to him, wide eyed. "No freakin way, dude! That's awesome!"

"I need your help finding a ring and stuff..." He looked down at the veggies he was cutting. "I need you to help me with everything, actually." He said with a nervous laugh.

"What's wrong, Cy?" I asked him, leaning back on the counter.

"Well..." He sighed, "I was worried you would be upset and not want to help me out, bro." He said quietly, his eyes never leaving the celery.

"Why would I get upset?" I asked, "I would love to help you! Its going to be amazing!" I smiled reassuringly at him.

He beamed at me, "really?!" He fist pumped and did a small dance, "I'm so excited!" He cried out, hugging me tightly. "You're the best, B."

Everything has an ending, and Ravens ending just came sooner then others. Life moves on, the world still turns. I still had amazing friends, and wonderful kids... And sooner or later I would see her again. I would make sure of it.

But for now, I was raising my kids, and living life one day at a time.