Basically Enemies [slow updates]

[ Sequel ]

It feels like my ideals of affection are based off of artificial perfection..

Socksfor1: Hey dude, were filming something soon are you going to be able to show up??

1/13/21

Socksfor1: dude?

1/15/21

Socksfor1: hey you ok? we havent heard from you in a while

1/26/21

Socksfor1: attachment

2/15/21 

Socksfor1: got a bunch of candy since it was on sale lol

Socksfor1: hey dude, everyone really misses you. ik shit happened between us but you could of atleast said something

3/16/21

Socksfor1: me and my gf broke up, i have like no one else to talk to it about in my opinion. hope you come back soon

3/20/21

Meme felt the lump in his throat when he read over the messages. His selfishness made someone who he truly cared about worry, about him. His thoughts started to spiral around him.

"do i even deserve his friendship"

"was the breakup because of me all along??"

"whats for dinner lol"

"what if hes lying and just wants me to be his friend again"

"what if he doesnt actually care about me and just wants me back so he can keep posti-"

Ping!

Laffengas: Meme! Glad to see you back from your break! Everyone missed you. :D

Fatmemegod: thank you :) glad to be back!

He still had messages to check from everyone else, so far it was just Laff and Blaza who have greeted him back from his "break". It was late, so he didnt expect many welcome backs.. even if he didnt want any. He was about to close out the window, making sure everyones messages were checked. He watched as the grey dot from Socks avatar went to a green phone symbol.

Socksfor1: meme?? 

Fatmemegod: hii

Socksfor1: your actually meme right and your not just joking?? like this isnt some sick prank or some hacker getting my hopes up right??

Fatmemegod: its actually me

Socksfor1: oh my god dude!! 

Socksfor1: what the fuck happened??

Socksfor1: you had me worried for fucking forever dude.

Socksfor1: you could of atleast said something

Meme stared at the text. He was right. Of course he was. He was fucking stupid not to tell him without saying anything at all.

Fatmemegod: sorry for not telling you

Socksfor1: its whatever

Socksfor1: call me when your free

3/22/21

Fatmemegod: got it!! 

3/23/21

Socksfor1: you ok?

4/7/21

Socksfor1: weed number

Fatmemegod: lol

Socksfor1: fuck you meme

Fatmemegod: love you too

Fatmemegod: i just got busy dude :(

Socksfor1: love you more

Socksfor1: i understand tho ig

Fatmemegod: 🤭 just kiss me already

Socksfor1: omw rn as we speak

4/20/21

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can you tell i didnt know what i was doing? this has been in drafts for a year and after a whole rewrite its published! also i absolutely hate this and the dsmp now. so this is just a one off to get shit out my drafts