Only You | Ranboo x Reader (SEQUEL TO WRONG NUMBER)

~Chapter 19~

"There's nothing to worry abo–" I started saying, before Ranboo interupted me.

"Y/N, there's so much to worry about!" Ranboo said, standing up. "You've been so distant, and haven't told me why. I've been trying to talk to you for DAYS, and you haven't said a word. And at this point... I don't know what to do, or what I can do to make you talk to me about it. Well– I obviously can't make you talk about it, but... I don't know..." Ranboo sighed, looking down.

"I'm sorry, Boo, I–" I looked down. What was I supposed to say...? "I didn't realize this was worrying you so much..." I really didn't know what to say. Ranboo looked at me.

"Can you please tell me what's going on, and if I can help in any way?" Ranboo asked. 

"I... I don't know if there's anything you can do, Boo..." I said, looking away.

"Can you at least let me know what's going on...?" Ranboo asked.

"I'm not sure, I don't want to talk–" I sighed.

"I didn't think you'd want to..." Ranboo sighed, turning around. I stood up too now.

"Listen, just–" 

"Y/N..." Ranboo said. He sounded so upset...

"Yeah...?" I asked.

"I know what's going on. People aren't shutting up about you and spreading rumors. You don't want to talk about it because, I'm assuming you feel it'll make you more upset than you already are." Ranboo said.

"I guess...?" I really didn't know.

"Can you explain why you haven't brought it up? Only if you want to, of course..." Ranboo reassured, turning around finally and looking at me.

"I... I didn't want to be a burden to you. You're going through your own stuff, and it's all because of me!" I said.

"Y/N, you're not a burden to me in any kind of way! Hell, I would've preferred if you told me about this sooner! Maybe I could've figured out someway to help you with it..." Ranboo looked down again.

"Ranboo, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, I should've told you about this sooner, and–" I rambled.

"Y/N," Ranboo said, but I continued rambling. "Y/N!" 

"Huh, wha–"

"I don't wanna do this, but..." Ranboo sighed. Is this going where I think it's going...? "I think it'd be best if we took a break from our relationship."

"Wh– What do you mean?" I asked. I couldn't have heard that correctly. He couldn't be saying this– (JUBILEE LINE IS NOT HELPING THIS RN-)

"I think we need a break. We're both clearly..." He was choking on his own words, trying to figure out what to say. This hurt him as much as it hurt me to say. "Not in the best place mentally for a relationship right now. You're clearly trying to focus more on saving your career, than focusing on us, which... I totally understand! But it definitely isn't easy doing both..." (Please no jokes on this bit, even if it lightens the mood, I kind of don't want it here right now. Thank you my beloveds! <3 /gen)

"So, I think for maybe a few days, we take a break from things between each other, maybe get out of the house, not talk for a couple days, and figure out how we're both feeling for a bit." Ranboo said. I looked away.

"I don't know what to say..." I said, feeling tears in my eyes now.

"Hey, hey, listen– This is only temporary, okay? I love you so much Y/N. But with how you're doing right now, I do not think this is best for you at the moment. And again, it's just... A break. Not a full on... Breakup. Hell, you're the love of my life! I never want to lose you..." Ranboo said. I looked up at him, and saw tears in his eyes. Jesus, it's rare for him to show emotion...

"Yeah, I–... I get it, really. I do think we should... Take a break. Maybe this will be for the best, and it'll help us both... Hell, we haven't been separated from each other in like, a year I'm pretty sure. Maybe this will be good for both of us." I said.

"Alright, good to know we're both on the same page..." Ranboo sighed. "Hah, great, now I've gotta let my parents know I'll be staying with them for a couple days..."

"You can stay here, you know–" I said. "I've got Cian I could stay with,"

"Here's the thing; I know if I'm here, I won't get any better. So I think it's best for both of us to stay with someone else in the mean time, until we both feel ready to... Officially get back together." Ranboo said.

"Yeah... Yeah, I think that sounds like a plan..." I said.

"Great... Yeah, cool..." Ranboo sighed.

———

Ranboo and I finished our conversation on what we were going to be doing. Luckily, I hadn't unpacked much from our LA trip, so I still had my stuff... I walked down to our living room, and immediately dialed Cian's number.

"Y/N, YOOO–" Cian started saying.

"Hey..." I said.

"Oh shit, what happened? You're not yourself right now..." Cian immediately realized. I sighed.

"C-Could I maybe... Stay with you for a bit? I can explain more when I'm at your house, I just... Cannot be here right now." I said. Jesus, poor wording there, he's probably assuming the worst...

"Oh God– Yeah, of course! I swear, if Ranboo did someth–"

"Please, just come pick me up. I really can't handle this right now." I said, wiping tears since I was crying now. Hah, yay...

"Yeah, of course, sorry– I'll be there soon!" Cian said.

"Thank you... See you soon..." I said.

"See ya!" Cian said, clearly rushing to get me.

I sighed and just brought my stuff outside. Now, we wait...

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Lol I'm expecting to be murdered rn

so uh, wanna know why I specifically choose this chapter to be the big "breakup" chapter?

...Because in the first book, chapter 19 was when Y/N and Ranboo got together hah uh...

WELP👏 I DONT WANNA BE MURDERED, SO I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME RN IM SURE! BE SURE TO EAT A FULL MEAL, STAY HYDRATED ESPECIALLY IF YOU CRIED THIS CHAPTER, TAKE YOUR MEDS IF YOU'VE GOT THEM!! STAY AMAZING, PLEASE STAY ALIVE ||-// AND UH... BYE FOR NOW!

Your not so beloved,

Velvet

1587 words with the a/n's again cuz too lazy lol