Only You | Ranboo x Reader (SEQUEL TO WRONG NUMBER)

Possible TWs: Just a lot of details on how the character is feeling and thinking about, mostly sad stuff </3

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~Ranboo's POV~

*Couple days later...*

It's been a few days since Y/N and I decided to take a break. It's been an... Alright time. As best as you can be during a 'breakup' I guess. Not really a breakup, but you know. I don't know how to explain it...

I've been at my parents house the last few days. They've been happy to see me, but sad seeing me upset. I've really just been in my room, doing whatever I had decided to do.

Shortly after I got here, I talked to a few people and got their advice. The only people that know about the break between me and Y/N are Phil, Wilbur, Tubbo, Tommy, and even Dream– The reason why I told Phil is because he's older than most people on the SMP, and has probably been in a couple relationships. Wilbur, because I know he's been in a couple relationships in the past, Tubbo since he's my best friend and is pretty close to me and Y/N both, same goes for Tommy. I told Dream, since there was some lore planned but also because I know he's been in a couple relationships in the past.

They all gave me some kind of advice, and for the most part it was just to think about what was going on. Wilbur told me that I should try to figure out the things Y/N and I could work on, Phil just told me to think things over and even think about my future, and to see if I saw Y/N in my future... Jesus, are all old people like this? /j

Tubbo said he'd be here for both me and Y/N, and suggested I take a break from most things, so really just social media. He told me to try to communicate with him and our other friends, to see if they're able to do anything which I really appreciate.

Dream told me to just continue being me, and think about my relationship with Y/N, and really think about if things would work out in the future. I never thought about any of that before, and now I'm worried I could overthink something. I guess we'll find out...

I haven't really done much the last couple days, really just laying in bed, trying to think about so many things. I would occasionally go on my, that laptop I brought home to talk to some people on Discord, but for the most part I stay off, since Y/N seems to be online anytime I'm on...

I haven't talked to Y/N in the last few days. I'm trying to give them space, and it seems they're trying to do the same for me. I don't know how they're doing... I'm really just hoping they're doing okay. I know I hurt them by asking to take a break... Hell, it hurt me too, but that's not important to me.

I know that this break is for me to focus on myself, but honestly I can't stop thinking about things with Y/N. Like would we work out in the future? I thought we were doing well, but then they became distant... Had I done something? If I did, I hoped they would tell me...

Really, the only thing I'm thinking about is Y/N. (sometimes all I think about is youuuu, late nights in the middle of Juneeee, heatwaves been faking me outtt, can't make you happier nOWWW~ /lyrics) I occasionally think about my career, and how this definitely could be the end now. With Y/N being involved in drama, it's involving me in drama as well. Many people think our entire relationship was a lie, and was all for fame and money, but...

It didn't start like that, and isn't still how things are. I've never just liked them for fame or money. I've always genuinely loved Y/N. Hell, at first I didn't even KNOW they were a streamer!

It's funny, looking back. We'd met three a total of three times before figuring out who we were. Ahh, good, awkward times. Sometimes I wish I could go back to those moments, but at the same time, I don't... I loved getting to know Y/N, and just the very start of our relationship, but I also would never want Y/N to go through dealing with their parents all over again.

I sighed in annoyance at the thought of their parents. God, they're terrible people. I hope they find someone actually willing to take over their business one day, that isn't Y/N. I wonder what Y/N would be doing if they never started streaming...

I continued thinking, then my mind trailed off... I randomly remembered that I don't think I had eaten much the last couple days. The last few days have been blurred together... I couldn't even remember the last time I'd really taken care of myself, like eaten or showered. I think I had eaten yesterday. Did I? Jesus, I was worst than my canon character–

I sighed and finally got out of bed, and found something to eat. It wasn't much, but I genuinely don't think I could eat much for a few reasons. I then went up to my room again, then to the bathroom to finally shower.

After I was done, I went over to my desk. I looked at my laptop and thought for a moment. I looked at my desk and realized just how empty my room looked now, with most things being in my house. Jesus, saying 'my house' was weird... I had already moved out at 18, while most people my age were just starting college and living with their parents still. Then there was me, sitting in my office most days to work on whatever I was working on. 

I decided maybe I should do something on my computer finally, for the first time in days. I started it up, and everything loaded pretty quickly, including the internet that had Twitter opened... Jesus, why did I have it set to open whatever tabs I had left open were–

I looked in the corner of my computer, and noticed the date. National Ranboo day was coming up soon... I thought for a minute, before writing a Tweet.

"Hey! Decided I might do a stream on the 26th, in honor of National Ranboo Day! Not really a comeback, but can't miss a National Ranboo Day stream lol we'll see how I'm feeling then! Now back to my break"

Why did I tweet that...

Well, too late now since people saw it. I'd make up my mind when the time came, but for now, maybe I should do something else.

I decided to play some Minecraft. It was always a good game to play to get my mind off things if I ever needed. (I'm so upset because I literally reset my entire fucking PC to be able to play Minecraft on it, and Minecraft isn't even fucking installing. It's such bs, I'm so pissed off.) I made a new world, and just played for a while.

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Sorry for the weird endings recently, I'm in the phase again of where I really don't know how/where to end a chapter lol.

Quick little note! I may not post for a couple days towards the end of the story, because I want to finish all the endings I'm writing, and post them all at once!

ANOTHER THING: THERE WILL BE FOUR ENDINGS! YOU get to choose which one you like the most, and which one should be canon for YOU. I would suggest reading through all of them before fully deciding which one you like the most <3 There are two angsty ones, and two happy ones! ...The second of each are going to be trash, I already know it and I haven't even written it yet-

small vent here: today has been a long day and was fine, up until like two hours ago and now im just down in the dumps, so, why not write some depressing shit!
note: it is feb. 17th when i am writing this, this is probably going to be posted on the 19th, idk for sure, but that day i'm probably in a much better mood yeh

uh anyway welp👏 that'll be the chapter for today! i hope you all liked it <3 and as always, i love you, take your meds if you have any, eat a full meal, stay hydrated, stay amazing, and stay alive ||-// <3

bye for now

your beloved ig
velvet

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