"No! This is wrong!"{BSD}

Standing in front of his apartment door only with the door handle in view, the were-tiger stared blankly. Atsushi took a deep breathe his body drenched from the heavy rain as he could feel himself freeze from head-to-toe.

"There's something wrong with me isn't there." He muttered to himself his thoughts sinking deeper with his emotions.

<|"Aghhh! Shut it you good for nothing suicidal maniac!" Chuuya exclaimed pushing his brunette lover away from him.

"Awww C'Mon Chuuyyyaa~! Don't be so cold!"
Dazai leaned closer his lips forming to a kiss.
Atsushi couldn't really do anything about it since he doesn't get to choose his mission partners, but all he could was just laugh and awkwardly put up with the couples crazy acts. But something just didn't sit right with him. He felt something more than that...a feeling of jealousy? No. More like envy. Not being envy of Dazai his superior and not feeling envy of Chuuya Dazai's lover but envious of both. "It must be nice..." he muttered to himself quietly.

"Huh did you say something Atsushi?" The silver haired male flinched recognizing the brunettes voice. He looked up to find the two males peering at him with confusion mixed with concern. The silver haired male then snapped back from his thoughts realizing that he was on a mission assigned to investigate the warehouse for any trace of the remaining illegal substance found on the criminal the Armed Detective Agency caught just recently.

"Oh..I-uh it's nothing! Sorry about that I guess I was just lost in thought again..haha. Lets get going." He quickly walked passed the two making his way to enter the warehouse. Dazai and Chuuya both looked at each other with concern and then stared back at the silver haired male who carelessly wandered farther from them. "Dazai..." The Orange haired male spoke. "I know." The brunette replied. Atsushi quickly tried to brush off what just happened and curiously looked around for any clues or details that could be of service. He began to wander farther finding a room filled with books upon many shelves and old torn portraits of families. As he continued farther one of the portraits caught his eye. He paused standing in front of it examining closer. It was a portrait of a young girl with golden locks of hair sitting down while behind her stood a man with brown slick back hair and a beard length to cover his neck. They were both dressed quite well but what disturbed him was how the young boy standing with them. His face was plastered with his smile but eyes gave away a hint of murderous intent. Something wasn't right with it.

To keep memory of it just in case he looked down at the name plate. 'Harvinton Family...'  he remembered and continued his search. Finding nothing in the right side of the warehouse he traveled to the left finding Dazai and Chuuya in some sort of ballroom staring deeply at the walls.
"Did you both find anything?" He broke the silence.

"Not really...how about you?" Chuuya questioned putting a und at his chin.

"Nothing out of the ordinary just creepy old antiques. I got goosebumps." The silver haired male replied. Dazai chuckled a little and grinned creepily towards Atsushi tip towing closer and making his finger run up from Atsushi's arm to his head before ruffling the silver haired males hair.
"Awe! Is my kohai scared of old worn out objects? HAHAHA." The silver haired male gasped a small pint of air while pushing himself away from the brunette feeling a little exposed and embarrassed. "CUT IT OUT ALREADY LEARN TO TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY! WE'RE ON A MISSION SO ACT LIKE IT!" Atsushi stormed off getting away as fast as possible. Chuuya noticed the silver haired males ears were still bright red and he chuckled to himself before shaking himself off and clearing his throat.

The Orange haired male noticed something peculiar and quickly took notice of a statue like figure. He found it odd and slowly moved his finger to touch it.
While the silver haired male who finally cooled himself off also watched as his Mafia co-mate reached his hand. 'SHIT!' 

"Chuuya! MOVE AWAY! QUICK!"

'Hah?' Atsushi wrapped himself tightly around the shorter male and both of them rolled out of the way while darts of some sorts shot towards them.
"ATSUSHI! CHUUYA!" The brunette came running.
Atsushi could feel that one of the darts had stabbed him in the leg but he pulled it out quickly before the two could notice. Luckily the Dazai was too busy checking up on Chuuya they both didn't see.

"I guess someone placed a trap." The silver haired male stood walking towards the fallen darts on the floor. "They're filled with same stuff found on the guy Kunikida caught! Lets take some back so Akiko can look into it."|>

Atsushi began to feel himself get nauseous and he rested his forehead onto his metal apartment door feeling the cold touch rush over him. "Hnng..."
He blinked slowly processing the floor in front of him. His vision transitioned from blurry and clear from time to time as he stood there for a while but maybe he was just tired of the mission. After all today was a little confusing for him.
"Atsushi?" A familiar voice called out. Atsushi turned to see Dazai standing in front of his own apartment door staring at him with concern.

Speak of the devil... "Are you ok? You don't look so good." Dazai extended a hand but Atsushi stumbled back startling the brunette causing Dazai to pull his hand back. "Ah..ahahehe...sorry I'm just a little tired is all." Fake a smile Atsushi. The silver haired male smiled. Quick make an excuse. "Maybe it's the mission after all the walking around I'm just a little drowsy. Oh! Would you look at the time good night I guess! See you tomorrow!" The silver haired male opened his door quickly slamming it behind him.
"HAAAAHHHH..." Atsushi pushed his back against the door slowly sliding down to sit on his butt and covered his face. "What's wrong with me?"

(A/N: Here is the long awaited small quote from the old version! Author thought they should bring back some memory for the readers)

Atsushi knows the terms of Gay, Straight, and Bi but does he feel it himself? I mean of course he understands but what does he have to understand himself? Maybe he is gay after all he feels attracted to Dazai and Chuuya but it's not exactly right. They're both in love with each other and it's weird to have feelings  for both of them. I mean shouldn't he ATLEAST feel jealous of one or the other. Besides they're both in a relationship it's not right. He groaned desperately covering himself with his futon. He could feel himself get hot to the point where he couldn't think straight and he was so out of breathe he didn't know what to do. He quickly shoved the blanket off of him finding that it didn't do anything. "Haaah! Ghkkk! What's wrong with me..."
His vision turned blurry from the watering in his eyes and he gripped tightly at his chest.
"He..lp..."