"No! This is wrong!"{BSD}

"Hello Dazai." The silver haired male smiled. He watched quietly as the brunette walked closer now standing beside him. "Not having a good time?"
Dazai chimmed. "Ah. Umm...not particularly Its fun! Watching everyone gather together and celebrate I mean, but...parties I don't really know what to do in them." The brunette eyed closely at the silver haired male causing Atsushi to break a sweat. The intense staring caused him to feel awkward a bit so he broke the silence. "Uhm! So..what about Chuuya? Aren't you both going to hit the dance floor or maybe stick together?" The were-tiger awkwardly asked not sure if his question would be answered.

"Atsushi. Does our relationship bother you?"

The silver haired male froze surprised of his partners question. "What?...N-No of course not. I was just curious since your alone out here."

"Don't be nervous I was just asking..but just because we're a couple doesn't mean we have to be beside eachother 24/7  we both need space from eachother from time to time." The brunette slouched over the railing. "Ah...I'm sorry if my question seemed offensive. I just, I was hoping your both doing well."
The brunette stood straight. "Of course we are. Don't you notice that everytime we go on missions together, the three of us, Atsu! Are you not keeping an eye on us anymore," the Dazai whined toppling himself over Atsushi pushing the both of them back. "Your supposed to be our support!" He puffed his face slouching over Atsushi.

"AGH! Your so heavy! HEY BUZZ OFF!"
The were-tiger whined.

"How rude! Are you implying I'm fat?!" The brunette stood and posed dramatically. "Pffttt Hahaahaa! That's not what I mean! Hahahahaa." Atsushi could feel his stomach hurt from the laughter and his eyes began to tear up. "Hahaahha! I cant..I cant breathe! Hahaha!" The brunette stood for a moment of silence before pouting. "Now that is very rude! It's not even that funny and yet your making fun of my perplex-ion. Shame on you!"

"STOP! I CAN'T HAHAHAA! Heuheuheu!"

The brunette chuckled a little. "Looks who's finally having fun? Right Chuuya?" The silver haired male sighed heavily and gasped noticing the Ginger haired male standing near the main hall entrance. "Yeah..well that was quite entertaining."

"Hi Chuuya when did you get here?" Atsushi questioned nervously. "Hmmm a while ago right when..." Chuuya then dramatically posed himself yet so elegantly causing the silver haired male to feel weak again. "When this HAPPEND."

"HAHAhaa! AH! HA! Heuheuheu.."

Chuuya nodded to Dazai and they both hugged Atsushi causing the silver haired male to seize his laughter. "Huh?..."
"Atsu..we know it's not really for us to talk about but. That day at the Warehouse are you feeling okay?"
Chuuya asked tenderly,  playing with back of Atsushi's hair. "Ah.. of course!" The silver haired male shaking a little from the sudden tender affection. "You can tell us anything remember that Hmm ok?" Dazai added. Atsushi could feel the atmosphere become dangerous from him and he excused himself from the embrace of the two feeling his face turn hot. "Ah! I- OF COURSE! I promise I'm alright so there's nothing to worry about." 

"WHAT ARW YOU DOING WITH DAZAI YOU PATHETIC MUTT!" Akutagawa bursted through between the three. Dazai just chuckled hugging Akutagawa and patting his head. Causing Atsushi to feel a sudden weigh on his heart. "Calm down Akutagawa it's alright." Dazai shrugged.
Chuuya just sighed patting Akutagawa as well and sighed. "Please try not to CAUSE ANY PROBLEMS."
The ginger haired male mentioned. That's when Atsushi stood quietly before smiling and excusing himself. He walked away quickly the steps echoing after.

I'm an idiot. Dazai just chuckled hugging Akutagawa and patting his head. Why would I think it would be different. Chuuya just sighed patting Akutagawa as well and sighed. What was I thinking?! Atsushi made his way off the Yacht and quickly took a break near an alley way. "DAMMIT!" Tears escaped his eyes as he stared down sniffling. "I'm an idiot! A real idiot!" He slouched weeping. Of course it's always like that why would it be anything but special. I'm an idiot for getting my hopes up...Atsushi recalled the touch and then recalled Akutagawa and he cried more a ringing filling his head. Ẅ̵̨̛̩̩̠̜̯́̾̈ͅẖ̴̤͒͂̕y̵̧̢̟̬̥̭̟͖̟̰͂̽͒̈́̈́͝ ̶͈̩̻̪̈́̅̂̔͘͝w̶̮̺͓͕̺̄̐̾͋͌̌ͅò̷̢̨̮͙̜͈̫̾̑̇̏̋u̶̧̨͚̤̭̟̦͇̩̠͒̈́͑̍͂̕͠l̷̛̮͈̭̓̈́͊̓̅͗̐̀̒ḑ̵̗̝̻̺̠́ ̸͈̥͓̩̦̏͑͗̀̇͆̈́͘ý̶̨̪ơ̴͙̎̆̆̕ù̵̼̻̰͉̈̈̽ ̵̲̥̞͍͍͝ḇ̷̡̨̜̦̺͔̮̿̀̇̃̏̇̏͑̀ę̸͖̪̯͈͖̤̖̓͊̑̍̀̒͜͝ͅ ̴̧̢͔͔̙͇̣͒ṣ̷̠͙̫̅̽̈̆́̀̋́͝p̷͇̟̮̻͔͊̅̒̓̕͠e̸̡̳̫͎͈̜͙͉̹̗̋c̷̳̗͔̹̗͐̀͋̾̽͗́͝i̸̛̮͈̯̺̅͗͜á̵̧̡̧̘͇͇̞̱̐̌ͅl̶̞̺̝̲̙͚͐͗̓́̍̿̍̽̊͘ ?

𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘. P̸̞̝͎̅à̶̙͕̬̱̭͉͙͂͂̔͆͌̚̚͠͝ẗ̶̝̟́̓̕͜͝h̷̨̧͓̯̺̟̔̊̄̚e̶͓͉̼̤̪͆t̴͕̅͑͒͝ͅi̶̦͔̞͚̘͐͐̔͗̓̐̋̈́̚c̷̛̖̊͊̅́̃̒̀̕ ̸̢̲̯̜̞̄͝ṭ̵̦̿̓̌̋͑̓̈́͝h̵̰͖̺̄̓̒̂͊͝i̸̘͓͂͒ͅņ̵̭̱̻̲̟̠́͛̔̑͆̄̕ͅg̴̢͖̪͂̔̊̔̕͝͝ͅ  Don't push your luck.
NOTHING. YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO BE APART OF SOMETHING AS GOOD AS THAT.

Why..why! Why am I so stupid? What was I expecting who would love me? He chuckled to himself. W̵̱̖͇͉̑̏͝H̵̳͉̯͒̒͂́̾͋̂̚O̶̲̞̯̓͊̐̀̉͗͐͠ ̷͚̖̩̞̩͎̦̳͓̈́̉̈́̚W̶̗͇͕͇̙͕͔̫͇͈͂̅̅̊̎̾͑̓͆͝Ó̴̹͆Ṳ̶̹͚̖͔͙̯͚̖́̄̍̈́̈́̓́L̴͙͉͕̱̹̤̺͉̊̈́̀͐̀͝ͅͅD̸̛̻̜̍͋ ̶̛͎̗̩̞̪̞̮͒͑̋̀̕̚Ļ̶͔̥̯̯̥̄̊̕O̶̡̖͓̻̭̒ͅV̴̧͙̯̘̊̋͜E̸̘̰̱̩̹̳̜̫̒͆͛ͅ ̸͎̈́͐̕Ş̵͈͈̹̘͉̋͐̃̀̔O̴̰͈̭͖̽͋͆̉͛̌̎͊͒͛M̴̨̛̰̥̘̗̬̰̥̥͌̀̀̔̈́̚Ẽ̶̺̺̞͕̭̒ͅT̷̠̜͐̈́̿̌H̸̛̪̪̹͓̘̫̑̏͐̽̔͠I̵͍̭̖͌̏͋Ṇ̸͕͓͙̩̏̔Ģ̵̘̮͎̰̫̹̫̫͋̽̈́̏̂̓͐͌͑ͅ ̸̢̡̡̼͙̂̾̇̍Ḷ̷̢̲̟̖̤̦̭͇͠Í̵̤̘̞̥̖̻̦͘͜K̶̨̥̭͇̩͖̺͔̹̜̉͌͛̈́̊͒̽̾Ē̵͓̿̃̔̑͊̇͒́̕ ̵̧̨̗̪̭̍̓̒̽̉̈́̉͌M̶̱̳̑̈́̀̇͌͋̅ͅḘ̴̡̠̞̗͙̟̩̋?
A burn engraved his neck along with a strange symbol. Atsushi couldn't feel anything at the moment nothing but the true realization what was even worth it about him? Was there anything worth living for? He could work, he could live his life...but what's the point of it? Once he fulfilled his purpose who would just be tossed aside. Thoughts rushed through his head and the ringing still rung. But thoughts, thoughts like these.. 𝔻𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞.