The Broken Promise

There I am laying on a queen sized bed. The sheets were white, they smelled like heaven how the scent of flowers blows off of them. The feel of them was like a fresh set- right out of the dryer. Although I couldn't open my eyes I felt warm. Apart of me felt warm inside. But why is that?

Wetness was poring down my face, which was coming from the cold ice pack wrapped in a thin towel; that was laid on my forehead. The whole atmosphere felt warm, and I know I should open my eyes but I am scared to do so. But why am I scared? My whole body feels numb and I just don't know where I am. I remember someone catching me but that's all, nothing else. It all went blank after that.

And then a hand stroked my hair. My whole body froze I didn't know what to do because where the hell am I? The hand glided down to my face, it was cold. I could swear who ever this is said something very soft, but I was unable to hear it.

My head turned. I was crying in the inside and nothing can change that. I'm scared out of my life. "Alice" a soft tone echoed throughout the air.

I did not answer, but what do you expect for someone who is suspicious of their surroundings? My eyes fluttered opened when I heard an alarming sound and that's when I saw him. His perfect posture, his messy honey Blonde hair. The clothes he wore were a bit torn but I recognized him; Jasper. The one I have been searching for the past year.

No.. This can't be right. Jasper is gone and I am only hallucinating. I'm seeing things I shouldn't see, I'm seeing Jasper in front of me and I don't know what to do. Oh god here comes the tears.

A lump in my throat grew bigger as soon as he was holding my hand, trying his hardest to get closer to me. I was staring at him unable to react, like how I should be reacting in my mind. In my mind I'm leaping in his arms, hugging him to death.

"It's me Alice.. I'm here" he whispered as he's stroking his thumb over my hand.

"N-no.." My voice slurred, my hands trembling. Every part of me sore that I didn't realize my left hand was wrapped up in a bandage.

Jasper slid closer to me and his hands going under my legs. The next thing I knew he was cradling me in his arms. And for the first time in such a long time I was calming down, not only that I was at peace.

For the past hour I did not move, I inhaled his sweet scent but I did not move. I was to afraid too. Jasper stroked his hand down my back as he sat me up strait in his lap. He wanted to keep me calm but I also knew he wanted to talk. But one thing I don't get is why is he here? He left me, or so I thought.

"I'm so sorry Alice..." You could actually hear the hurtful sound coming from his voice. It was strained. "For everything.. I didn't mean for this to happen I- Alice I can explain if you let me... Please Alice you need to know the truth."

I took a deep breath in and exhaled, my breathing faster as I closed my eyes. "You left me" I told him, my voice still slurred. "But go ahead... Explain your self explain why you felt the need to hurt me!"

"Alice I didn't want to leave you.. I will never want to leave you. But I did leave but it was not in my power, I was forced Alice. Forced to go." Jasper sighed taking a breath.

"Forced? So what someone made you, out of your own will? Who could of possibly done that Ja-" I stopped myself from saying his name. I didn't know what to think.

Jasper gently pushed me off of his lap and he turned me around so I could face him. He laid his thumb on my chin and whispered. "Look at me Alicat"

I gulped when he said Alicat. I haven't heard it in such a long time it was like a blur. As I opened my eyes I saw his perfect face but then I saw something else. Jasper's eyes are bright red.

"J-Jasper... You... Why..." I mumbled.

Jasper frowned as n knew what I was talking about. His head lowered in shame. "Do you remember the story I told you? About my past? About how I-"

"How you taught newborns and had to dispose of them because of Maria.. I know Jasper I remember."

There was a long pause after that. No one said anything, Jasper was staring at me with sorrow in his red eyes. I don't know what he wants but it's like something truly is bothering him. And I know I should be happy I'm with him right now in this moment, but is he here to stay? I don't know.

And then suddenly it hit me when I was thinking of the story he told me of his life. His horrid life with Maria. The manipulative bitch who gets what she wants. The one who destroyed Jasper, the one Jasper feared. Oh no.. I thought to myself.
"Maria?" I whispered looking into Jaspers eyes, he nodded in response and I instantly put my right hand on his cheek. "She did this? She took you away. She found you and took you..." A low whimper escaped as I said it.

"It happened when you were asleep and the others weren't around... She came but she wasn't alone, she had backup if anything went wrong" Jasper sighed. "I had no choice".

Tears filled up in my eyes. And although the tears can't be real they are there. "Jasper... I-"

"It's not your fault if that's what your thinking..." He frowned cupping my face. "It's alright to cry. I'm not going anywhere. I'm here for you now..."

I saw fresh scars on his wrist, and when I did I started to cry. I'm believing every word Jasper is saying to me and I can't take it. Maria hurt him, not once but twice! How can I live with myself after that?

I recognized a song Jasper was humming, it was a slow melody which sounded like humming birds, or the waves of the ocean. It was always soothing. A hurtful smile curved from my mouth. Jasper had gracefully kissed my cheek. "You have explaining to do yourself" he told me.

"Not now Jasper.." I sighed knowing what he's referring to. He's wants to know why I tried to kill myself and probably why I'm a vampire. I slid in his lap, wrapping my arms around his waist as I hugged him. "What did she do to you? And how did you find me, when I couldn't?"

"Well to answer you.. You were easy to find, not only that I heard you. I didn't know it was you at first but my instinct was to go see what was wrong and when I saw it was you- I broke in half."

"You were looking for me?"

"Yes Alice I was" he said.

"Did you go home?"

"Yes and no.." He said.

"What do you mean?"

"Yes I went back to Forks but when I got closer to home. There were sobs throughout the air. And as I got closer I saw them and I listened closely, they couldn't see me but I was listening to them. They were crying over you Alice."

I was sighing, my head low. I could imagine Bella crying, I could imagine Esme sobbing all the time-everyday. Esme loved me like her own child. The day Jasper introduced me to everyone, Esme accepted me right away. Oh god how I miss them. What did I do? I should of kept talking to Bella, I should of talked to Esme. I'm horrible! What kind of person would do that? Just not talk to you.

I flinched when Jasper pressed his hands in my shoulders. "Your so tense" he whispered in my ear. I just nodded. As I closed my eyes, I had leaned my head against his chest. Breathing in his scent I could picture the happy moments we had. The way I smiled at him, the way he smiled at me. Just everything before was happy.. Nothing is happy now. And I wish there could be a time travel or something because I would change everything. None of this would of happened.

Jasper stroked his left hand down my cheek, as his right was massaging my shoulder. The way his hand feels on my shoulder was calming me. I slid my right hand up his chest, gripping his torn blue shirt.

"Alicat I love you..." Was the last words he said to me before everything went quiet for a very long time..