Here and there,
Everywhere.
Blank in the brain...
Pondering, but in vain.
Here and there,
The mind is bare...
Think too much,
Little things such.
Make me cry,
Make me sigh,
Give me joy,
Becoming a toy.
Only called
When needed
Otherwise,
Never heeded
As I desire,
Behind the siren eyes,
A love like fire...
What I get - cold as ice.
Heading towards it,
Every moment only closer,
But then remember it.
I can't not be here, no sir.
I owe them...
Family and every friend,
A lifetime full,
Of memories, to the very end.
I can't be destroyed.
Atleast not yet.
Else they shall be devoid,
The love i can give, unmet.
Handful of 'em care,
And that is enough...
I shall not go, for 'tis unfair
'tis selfish stuff.
So all said and done,
I shall give it another try,
Try some joy, try some fun.
Ways to get out more, not cry.
Know that I talk a lot,
Sometimes not,
It's a messed up bit,
Moody, I admit.
Here and there,
Everywhere.
When I control the brain,
It reduces the pain.
And you can take that to the same.
