Jacob Bertrand imagines

Y/n finally decided to flip the script like Eli. She thought Eli was just messing around saying it actually worked. It seemed ridiculous all you have to do is change your hair, buy some new clothes and get a tattoo and that's it. Your confident but she's been spending a lot of time with hawk now and it definitely seems to work for him.
Y/n main concern is she'll look stupid and like she's trying to hard. She doesn't want to change just to get bullied again. She's been dealing with that for far too long now.
Today hawk took her to the mall to buy new clothes. Y/n wondered if she should take a girl but hawk insisted so you decided to let him. Besides he did a good job at picking a new style for himself.
You arrived and you first went into urban outfitters. You looked around but you had no idea what you were going for. You've dressed the same all your life.
" How do i know what I'll like" you asked hawk confused.
He smiled and pulled you in by the waist.
" You just try things on until you like how you feel in the clothes" he said.
You nodded. He had an idea. He found a load of clothes that seemed like your style and you have to try them on and if you like them keep them in the changing room with you but if not throw them out to him.
You tried on the first item.
It was a neon green t shirt. It was pretty casual and it wasn't cropped or anything so you liked it.
Next item seemed more revealing which you don't like. Your not 100% sure about showing your skin not even to hawk who tells you how beautiful you are all the time. You just feel fat.
You tried it on and you felt naked. You stared at yourself in the mirror and wanted to vomit. You looked awful. There's no way a girl like you can flip the script. At least with Eli he was handsome before hand so he was definitely going to look good after he flipped the script but you your going to look awful. A new look isn't going to change that.
You started to cry. You couldn't stand the feeling of hating yourself and not feeling good in your own skin.
You changed out of the top and put your own clothes back on. You picked up everything to put it back. You changed your mind. Your just going to look stupid like you do now so what's the point?
You walked out and hawk was there waiting for you to chuck clothes at him.
" Princess where are you going? You don't like any of them" he asked chasing after you.
You ignored him and put the clothes back and left the store.
Hawk chased you out of the store confused. He hasn't noticed your tears yet because you walking really quickly.
" Babe princess wait" he grabbed your shoulder.
He now noticed the tears in your eye.
" Babe what's the matter" he asked hugging you to comfort you.
You cried into his shoulder while he stroked your hair to calm you down. His face softened even though he didn't know why you were crying but any time you cry his heart breaks.
" Babe talk to me. What's going on" he stroked your back.
You lifted your head up to reveal to him your puffy eyes. He wiped a falling tear and kissed your forehead.
" I'm sorry I really want to change and flip the script but I can't I'm to ugly. It doesn't matter what new clothes I pick I'll still look ugly and fat" she cried.
He cupped your cheeks with his hands and stroked your cheeks.
He hated how much you hated yourself. He knows what that's like and he never in a million years wanted you to feel like that because when he saw you he thought you were the most beautiful girl in the world. No one compared to you. Not even the popular girls.
" Princess please don't think that. Your beautiful I mean look at you. Your perfect. Your hair, your eyes, literally everything about you is perfect and I can't believe you can't see your perfection. Every time I look at you my heart flutters crazily because your so beautiful and anybody that can't see that is blind because your the most beautiful girl in the world" he said crying a little bit too.
Y/n blushed. She didn't believe him but those were really sweet words.
" Your just saying that because your my boyfriend and have to" y/n said looking to the floor sadly.
Hawk grabbed her chin gently and made her make eye contact.
He shook his head in disagreement about what she just said.
" No beautiful I'm telling the truth. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and I'm so lucky I get to call you my girlfriend. I love you so so so fucking much. There's not enough sos to tell you how much" he said kissing her.
He pulled away and smiled genuinely.
" I love you too" she smiled wiping her tears away.
Hawk looked at her again and kissed her.
" Your beautiful and don't you ever think your not" he said sincerely.
Y/n nodded smiling.
"Come on go back in there and pick what you want and I'll buy you it. It can be anything you like. Nerdy or flipping the script because your beautiful either way" he smiled.
Y/n hugged him and ran back in excitedly because she did see a bunch of ugly sweaters she liked that were nerdy.
Hawk smiled at how excited she got. The smile that appeared on her face was beautiful. Seeing her happy is all he wanted and if that means staying as a nerd fine. He doesn't care about that. He just cares about her happiness.