another day (Bucky xreader)

there will be strong language that might not be suitable for some readers.

Y/n pov

    After multiple days of torture and "check ups" It should be the last day and to be honest I don't know how much more I can take. I'm starting to not feel like myself, or whatever was left of myself. They started training yesterday and I didn't even try to fight back which scares me. I haven't seen Sam in 6 days and I'm praying that they didn't catch on to him.

    I hear the cell door open and I see two soldiers come in, I don't move at all until they give me the green light. "Get up." The one on the left commands. I do as he says and stand up and follow them out. We end up taking the elevator up and then we turn down a couple halls and then we stop in front of a door.

    The guard knocks on the door. "Come in." Says a voice. As we walk in I see my handler. He is sitting at his desk with a folder in front of him. There is a big window behind him with long green curtains that cover most of the window. There are bookcases next to a fireplace with a painting on the mantle and candles on each end of the mantle.

    "How are we doing, Red Soldier?" He asks me. I don't respond and instead just look at him. I'd love to fight him but now is not the time. "Today we are going to move forward with you, training." He says, I nod not saying a word, but also curious on what he means by this. I feel confused, who am I supposed to be with? Am I good or bad, and is HYDRA good? Then I remember what Wanda said. Their in the wrong.

    I don't know who to believe any more though if I'm being honest. "Take her back to her cell, and then get the chair ready." he says, at this I freeze. I feel goosebumps run down my spine. I don't really know what it does but I'm tough to trust it and to think that it's good but I know it hurts. A lot.

    Once I'm in my cell I'm alone again. Then the cell door opens and I see Sam. "I'm sorry it's been a while, how are you?" He asks. I don't say anything and just look at him. "I've been trying to get intel and Korbin has been having me do a lot of work." He says. "And umm... How do I say this." He mumbles trying to find his words. "We will be staying for another week." He says. "No." I growl, then that voice comes back and behind his shoulder I see a figure, it seems to be female but is covered head to toe.

    "Hold your tongue bitch." It snarls,I flinch at this and shrink back. I grab my legs and pull them into my chest and bury my head into my knees. "What's wrong Y/n?" Sam asks, looking behind him. "Guys I don't know how much longer she can take." I hear him say. "Y/n when did you sleep last?" He asks. I don't answer afraid of the figure and the punishment that follows. "She didn't answer... Ok I'll ask. When was the last time they fed you?" He asks. "they didn't." I mumble. "Guys this isn't safe for her." He says.

    "Ok I'm going to figure something out ok? Just hang in there." He says as he's about to open the door something inside of me opens up. "Wait!" I say springing up. I can tell that he's confused. "I know what it is. They have a plane to take you guys out. I don't know how or what it is, but later today at 9:30 pm their announcing it. Again I don't know what it is." I say. "How do you know this?" He asks. "I'm not sure. But next time you see me I'll be gone." I say. "What do you mean you'll be gone?" Sam asks, then the door opens and I go back on the floor and sit up right. "What are you doing here Sargent?" A guard asks. "I was just checking in on her, Making sure that she gets what she deserves." Sam says.

    "This bitch will get what's coming to her soon." The guard says. "Good I'll leave you to it." Sam says then he leaves with one last glance. Once he's gone the guard speaks. "Get up bitch." He commands and I do as he says, he takes my hands and cuffs them behind my back and chains my shoulders. Making it hard to move. As we're walking down the halls we end up walking into a room with a chair in the middle, I feel dread wash over me. "Get in the chair!" He growls. I kick him in the knee, breaking it. I turn around and kick him square in the face. "You fucking prick!" He screams in pain. Guards and science start to surround me and my natural instincts kick in.

    They start to come at me at every angle. I Wrap my legs around one guard and slam him on the ground cracking his head open. Another grabs me from behind, while another hits me in the stomach. I kick him in the balls making him fall over, and I throw the other one off of me. I feel a strong electric shock run down me. I hold my breath trying not to scream as I'm toppled over. I see guards surround me and they start kicking me. I can feel my ribs start to break.

    "Enough." I look up and see Korbin. And I give him a deathening look. "Strap her in the chair." He commands the guards. I feel arms grab me and pick me up, the restraints are undone only for me to be held down to the chair. I know I won't be able to get out but I try anyway. Korbin walks up to me and goes behind the chair and he puts his hands on my shoulder. "Today we're not going to erase your memory, no today we'll just make you suffer and... move some pieces around." He says and I can tell that he's smiling. "Since you decided to be difficult the time will be bumped up." He says. "Go to hell you mother fucker" I growl. "Bumped up even more. 3 hours of pure torcher." He says then he comes around and goes over to the circuit board.

    I don't know if I can take 3 hours. I hear the machine turn on and I start to hyperventilate. The head piece starts to come down and as soon as it makes contact I let out a scream. "Turn it up." I hear Korbin say. Then I let out a blood curdling scream. Every 30 minutes the voltage was upped and this went on for 3 hours.