The Game of A Life Time

*WARNING* You have been waiting and so have I... Enjoy :) There is a part where things might make you uncomfortable during the ;) time... I will put an * there before and after it happens

Kiss.

His chest lays beneath mine as we continue to kiss on the couch. My legs are perched on either side of his making it easier for him to grab a hold of my ass with his hands.

Our tongues move together as one each time we break the seal on our lips. His tongue dominates mine, but not before our fight for dominance.

He mumbles something through the kiss and I don't care enough to pull away to ask him what he said. I can guess and say it was probably something naughty. He does have such a dirty mouth on him, that boy.

I have missed him so much. When we got here, I thought I missed him then. Now, I see how little I missed him until now as he lays under me with his tongue down my throat and his hands roaming over my covered ass.

Let's change that. My hands break from his hair as we make out and come beneath my waist to unbutton my pants.

He feels me move and helps by pushing my pants down and over my hips. Without breaking the kiss once again, I pull one leg out of my pants and then do the same to the other.

Lust.

I am now left in my panties and white tank top. We need to make this even, I take my hands and wrap my fingers around the bottom of his shirt. Pulling it up, he helps me pull it over his head. This time we do break the kiss and he says, "fuck, I fucking missed you so fucking much."

Touching his chest, I bring my hands over his front and leave my touch all over him. I kiss down his neck, and his shoulders, pecks, and down the trail. I get to his pants and place a soft kiss along the V-line.

Looking up to reach his eyes, I see admiration. Carter licks his lips and rubs his thumb across my cheek. His touch feels nice.

My fingers run down his sides feeling his ribs. I stop when I feel everything. His ribs are very visible to the eye and his skin is much paler than the rest of his body.

"Baby," I whisper.

He takes my head and turns it to look at him. His eyes water, but I see him blink away any tears threatening to spill out.

"Just focus on me, okay?"

I want to ask him about it and make sure he is okay. He isn't okay, I know that. But I want him to be comfortable with me and him to know that we don't have to do this, right now.

"We don't have to," he stops my words with a head shake.

He takes my head in both hands and brings me back up to him, "I love you."

His lips meet mine, "we will talk later."