Shadow

'New? New?'

Someone was calling my name repeatedly.

Hm? What's going on?

'New......wake up.' The voice was very familiar.

What? I tried to wake up.

'No one loves you. No one cares for you. You can not make anyone happy.' It was Leo's voice.

Huh!

I tried to open my eyes but they felt so heavy.

'Why did you survive that accident in the first place huh? You should have died there.' Someone shouted in rage. Is it Off?

I was shocked to hear his words.

'I want to go home. Why don't you take me home? I don't want to stay with you.' Troy was crying miserably.

Don't cry Boo! Don't cry! I wanted to hug him but couldn't.

'Look Hin, everyone is miserable because of you. No one is happy, no one wants you around. You're making our life uncomfortable.' Tay was spitting those words vengefully.

I am sorry....... I am so sorry.......

I wanted to tell them that I am sorry. I am sorry for everything but I couldn't get out a single word. I wanted to cry but no tear comes out.

'Love?' Suddenly I heard a familiar voice.

Earth! My eyes snapped open and I saw his familiar figure right before my eyes.

'It's alright love. Don't feel sad. So what if they don't love you? I am here. I will always love you.' He was stroking my hair.

'Earth....' This time I could manage to utter his name.

'Come with me. Only I can understand your pain. You can depend on me love.'

Go to hell! It's you who makes me like this. Because of you I lost three years of my life.

I wanted to yell at him. I wanted to curse at him. But I could only call his name,

'Earth....'

'Don't worry about anyone else. There are only you and me. We lived happily for three years. Now it's time to die together. I promised you that remember? I am here to keep my promise.'

But I want to live.......

Suddenly we both were standing on the edge of a cliff. The same place where my accident happened before. It's raining heavily.

'I love you New.... It's time to let go.'

Nooooo!!

And we both fell from the cliff.

'Earth!'

I woke up with a jolt and someone crused me to his chest. My first thought was of Earth so I weakly tried to break free.

I hate you. Don't follow me in the afterlife. I tried to voice out my thoughts.

But I couldn't say anything or do anything because the person who was hugging me in this dark room kissed me fiercely.

Tay! It's Tay!

My whole body stopped fighting and I received his kiss semi passively because I hasn't gained full control of my limbs.

What's going on! Where am I!

'Why were you dreaming about him? Why Hin?' He withdrew from the kiss and hovered over my face in a dominating way.

Was I dreaming? Then there is no Earth?

'Earth?' I wanted to be sure.

'It's me! It's me!' Tay was growling and tightening his hug but in a awkward way.