She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a worl...
What other's see: She always has everything in control; She's so calm, unfazed, confident; She's always there to help others but she never asks for help; She always has it figured out somehow; She's so organized, punctual and prepared for anything.
Her reality: She constantly worries about things going wrong and thinks about the worst possibilities that could happen; She hopes that she doesn't say anything stupid or out of context, and wishes that they never figured how nervous she really is; She's there to help others because she doesn't want to come out as rude or selfish, but she never asks for help even when she's drowning because she thinks she's a burden and no body should have to deal with her; She's organized because she'll lose it and she doesn't want to forget anything; She's punctual because if someone listened to her thoughts, they would only hear, "I'm going to be late, I'm going to be late, I hate being late!" She's always prepared cause she over thought every possibility and prepared for them.
"Is this normal?" She thought. Oh, it's High Functional Anxiety, she figured.
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