Where Your Loyalties Lie - {Severus Snape x Reader}

As the evening goes on, Severus and I have become now more comfortable on the sofa. The fire keeps flaming in the fireplace, making some soft crackling sounds time to time. Both of our hands are caressing either other one's face or waist while sharing hot and passionate kisses. The heat and hunger inside us raising by every minute. I can't get enough of him. Without breaking the connection between us, Severus gently leans forward, forcing me to go lay on my back, so now we are kissing while he's on top of me. Oh, how much I've missed the feeling of his weight on me. Our hands began roaming all over each other with more passion. These wonderful hands... Caressing all the right places. Not too hastily, nor too lazily. Our tongues keeps swirling around each other, making both of us feel hot and wanting to feel closer. Compared the other times we've been making out, I start to feel this unbearable craving, that doesn't seem to get satisfied like this. No. I need more of him. I need... To feel him close. Closer than ever before.

That's when I bring my hands up to his collar, ready to take off the black tie around his neck. This raises Severus's eyebrows and he pulls slightly away to see my face. Both of us are panting a bit while staring each others reaction. Chests going up and down faster than normal. "What is it, love?" his voice sounds like a whisper. Merlin, his voice... Blush raises on my cheeks while trying to think what to say. "...I want you to stay the night." I answer while still gently holding onto the tie. He scoffs softly as he removes a string of hair out of my face behind the ear:"Thought that was obvious. Wasn't going to leave by your side now that I finally..-", "Not..-! That's not what I was talking about, Sev." my voice goes smaller towards the end, stronger blush creeping on my whole face. He's about to say something, but then it hit him. He realized what I'm after. "...Is that what you truly desire?" he ask, trying to look for the truth from my eyes. My (e/c) eyes that are now partly shimmering because of the fire next to us flickers between his and I start doing tiny nods:"Yes.".

Severus caresses side of my face with his palm, looking with such loving eyes:"Don't know if that'll be clever idea, darling.". Huh? My heart sank for a second, thinking I just got rejected, but before anything else happens, he continues with lower and more seductive tone:"Once we'd get started... Once I'll get the taste of... That beautiful, tempting, soft body of yours... I'm afraid I may not be able to stop myself.". Can't help it when my whole face goes all red. He sounds so serious about this! My heart began to beat faster inside my chest. But not out of discomfort. No. I'm actually... Rather eager to take this next step of our relationship, if anything. I want him. I need him. All of him. Then, I tighten the grip around the tie with determined look:"...Maybe I don't want you to stop.". His eyes widens for a split second. Guess he was expecting I would have shoved him away and asked if we could do this another time. But... This is the time. I'm ready. And... Giving him a gentle, soft smile:"I trust you, Severus.". Right after I said those words, Severus scoops me into his arms and lift me up from the sofa, carrying me in a bridal style. Eyes wide, I shriek with awkward smile:"Wh-what are you doing?!". Without a word, he walks us to the bed. I've never been carried like this before. Didn't know he was this strong..!

When we come beside the bed, he gently places me on it, but won't come there with me. Instead, he kneels down while holding my left foot that is now going over the edge of the bed. With gentle touch, he removes the shoe of the foot:"The last thing I want in this whole world... Is to hurt you, (Y/N).". Little bit stunned by all of this, I keep staring at him while sitting there, unsure what to say. After removing the left shoe, he takes the right one. When he got the shoe off and placed it on the floor, he holds the base of my foot in his hand, almost like a gentleman would hold a lady's hand. Can't lie, it tickles just the tiniest bit. Then, he places a soft kiss on top of the foot, and looks up to me:"So I will make sure you'll be ready for me... When the time comes.". His black eyes shimmers as the light from the fireplace hits right. Blush raises up on my cheeks and I can feel how my heart flutters. Oh, dear Merlin. Those eyes... There is this mix of tenderness and hunger. Severus...