Don't Bite

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It's funny how you can know someone your entire life, and you think you've seen every side of them... and then one day, you see a side that has never before been seen, and it's like a slap in the face.

That's how I've been feeling lately with Carmen. I shouldn't be too hard on myself though. How was I supposed to know that the sweet and innocent Carmen could morph into a total bitch after being pissed off? Well, I've never actually pissed her off this bad before, so I guess that's how.

But still, I thought that Carmen was all "sugar and spice and everything nice", guess I was wrong. Like, really wrong.

But I also knew that I was the one to blame. I was stupid, and selfish, and to be honest I was dumb. There was no real reason to ignore her the way I did, I know for a fact that she would never have done that to me. It was my fault... and yet, somehow, I just can't bring myself to admit that to her. I can't be the bigger person. That's always how I've been... no matter how bad I'm dying to make up with her... she has to be the one to speak first. I guess I'm just used to it being that way... that's how it always was when we were kids, but we would've been made up by now! What's taking her so long?

Maybe she doesn't want to make up... I wouldn't exactly blame her. But it still hurts to admit.

There was a soft knock on my door, snapping me out of my thoughts. I sniffed the air and caught Kurt's scent, my heart dropping slightly when I realized it wasn't Carmen. Sighing, I told him to come in.

Once he was in, he shut the door behind him and plopped down on my bed, his weight making the bed sink in slightly. "Hey little sis!"

I groaned, readjusting myself on the bed. I scooted back so that my back was against the headboard, and I pulled my knees up to my chest. "Hey," grunted out sourly.

He mocked a hurt look and put his hand to his heart. "Gee, I'm excited to see you, too." He said sarcastically.