Slight Manga spoilers.
After Dazai and Sigma escaped the Prison Fydor died and the ADA proved their innocence, they went back to having normal lives and they were able to accept a new member of the ADA, Sigma.
Sorry some sentences don't make sense
If you dislike any of this and think you can't handle it even if it's mild, I suggest not reading this.
(Slight Soukoku)
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Being the only one in the bar Dazai continued to drink, instructing the bartender to pour more until he finished two whole bottles. "Are you going to sulk here? I know you can hold your liquor, but two whole bottles. That's enough, it's unhealthy take a break." The bartender took the glass and two empty bottles from Dazai's grasp, Dazai was drunk but it wasn't too serious. Whining for a few minutes, he realised the bartender wouldn't listen to him, he stumbled out of the bar. Getting far enough he takes out a smaller bottle from his coat that he snagged from the bar earlier, Dazai sits on the edge of a step resting near an old raggedy building. Today was Oda's death anniversary and for the first time in years, Dazai was afraid to go. "At times like this, I wish I had someone to talk to."
It wasn't long before the bottle was empty, filled with even more despair he sighed to himself sounding extremely lonely. As Dazai slowly closed his eyes trying to get comfortable in the hopeless feeling he was experiencing he felt something fall out of his pocket, a lighter... It was a gift... from Chuuya. Dazai wasn't a smoker, Chuuya knew that, but he insisted and Dazai accepted. Sometimes he thinks it's a mistake and other times he can't help but be happy that Chuuya still cares. "Chuuya..." He slowly got up trying to be aware of his surroundings, it hadn't been long since Dazai had visited Chuuya he could still remember how to get there. "Would Chuuya even want me why should I bother?" Minutes passed and he finally made a decision, arriving at Chuuya's front door His image was mirrored onto Chuuya's camera on the front door
"Chuuuuuuyaaaaa!" Dazai screamed as he rang the bell multiple times, Seconds later an angry Chuuya opened the door for a drunk Dazai who stumbled in. As Chuuya is about to spit a few nasty words at Dazai, he notices that Dazai is drunk and realizes why Dazai is here. "What do you want mackerel?" Chuuya sighs as Dazai slowly makes his way to the sofa. Slightly grinning he takes the opportunity to tease Chuuya a bit. "I came here to see you Chuuya, are you not happy to see me?" Chuuya doesn't respond but he opens the fridge to get water out, he pours it into a glass cup for Dazai to drink. "So, tell me why you're drunk, I know what day it is. Tell me why you haven't visited him huh?" Dazai just stared at him not speaking, he rested his back and covered his face with his hand. He can't bear the pain anymore.
"Or do you have an excuse for this like you always do? Why can't you ever be honest or open with me?" Chuuya's voice cracks and you can hear the sadness escaping his lips as they tremble. "We used to be partners or does that not mean anything to you?" "Chuuya, We USED to be partners." (Emphasizing the 'Used') He slowly takes his hand off his head and looks at Chuuya. "That says a lot, Chuuya unfortunately we no longer have crossed fates. You should be happy you're free from me." Dazai sadly smiles. "After all you opened a bottle of expensive wine celebrating my departure. We both know what happened that day, let's not remind ourselves of that once painful past." With nothing to say Chuuya sat down on the sofa along with Dazai, now they were opposite each other. "Fucking Shithead."
"Urgh, there you go again chibi with the swearing, and I was thinking you'd have changed" "Oi! Mackerel, who do you think you fucking are calling me chibi and fuck you with your mood swings. I'm tired of you bastard." "That's good we both agree on something, I'll be taking my leave since poor Ol you can't stand my presence." "Just get out of here." Chuuya sighs while hanging his head low. Dazai with a cheeky smile just leaves Chuuya alone to wallow in sadness and anger. "Enough stalling I need to go to Oda's grave." Dazai a little bit sobber leaves Chuuya's apartment complex and makes his way to the cemetery.
"Hey! You can't come in here! Don't you know it's illegal to go to a cemetery drunk?! Leave now before I call the cops." The sexton chases Dazai out of the cemetery before he can even reach Oda's grave.
(Before we continue. YES, the person who takes care of a cemetery is called a Sexton, I did some research even I was shocked.)
Deciding to return to the ADA, Dazai makes a quick detour into an expensive wine shop. "I guess I could get some wine on my way back, It wasn't easy getting Chuuya's wallet I should help myself while I still can." Opening the door back into his home, the Place is a mess but Dazai is in no mood to clean up instead he starts to open the wine he bought and pours himself a drink. Dropping onto a futon he comes face to face with a photo of him, Oda and Ango in the same bar they always met at. All the sadness, pain, guilt, and anger suddenly came rushing and he continued to drink to drown his sorrows even if it did nothing. He found comfort in drinking so he continued until a knock could be heard.
Sigma had come.
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At the end, you could probably tell but this is Dazai's POV of the second one-shot I made for this fanfic. Thank you so much for all the love and support you give me, I really enjoy reading the comments you leave and I love you all ❤
Not related but when writing I kept listening to get you by Daniel Caesar ft Kali Uchis the song is very good and Daniel's voice is so breath-taking I kept the song on loop
Highly recommend, been listening to his songs after hearing Best part.
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