"Why you gotta make my life so fucking hard Ja?" I said unbuttoning my dress shirt
"Because nigga, you coming back home all types of times at night smelling like any cheap bitch." Jatavia said
"Look I don't got time for you tonight, I told you I had to handle business tonight, and with the ball coming up I don't need you breathing down my damn neck." I said walking in this big ass closet
"Okay but that's still not explaining why you smell like a bitch." She said following me
"It was at a club Ja, what the fuck do you expect?" I said being just as ignorant
"Well this isn't what I signed up for when I left Resha to be married to your dumb ass." She said
"Then go back to fucking making music then Ja, you knew what it was the moment I told you this was my life." I said frustrated
"Yeah move back to the United States, so you can run a mafia and fuck any bitch you want." She said sarcastically
"Then what are fucking complaining for Jatavia?" I asked
"The fact that my wife could be somewhere dead or fucking some random whore she meets at these 'meetings'." Jatavia said
"I'm only fucking you!" I yelled finally over the conversation
Just when she was about to start our screaming match the baby monitor went off.
"Excuse me." I said walking past her to my child
"Hey mamas." I said picking up our loving daughter
"Baba was yelling to much." I said walking around with her
"Baba hungy." She said laying her head on my chest
"It's 2 in the morning princess." I said walking out her room to the kitchen where Ja was
"Give her a yogurt." She said not paying me much attention as she cleaned the dishes
"Here baby." I said giving her a gogurt
"Y/n you don't get tired of the fast life." Ja asked barely above a whisper
"All the time, but things aren't that simple." I said wiping Siya's mouth
That's her public name anyways when Ja is in her Jt mode, Her real name is Jaanki. After the Hindu Goddess Sita, Sita was acknowledged for her courage, loyalty, and sacrifice just to name a few. But Siya and Jaanki mean the same. She just didn't want our daughter to get teased by the public.
"Y/n you knew today I had a dinner date planned." She said leaning against the island in the kitchen
"I know baby but the meeting wasn't going as fast as I would hope." I said as Jaanki squeezed my arm
"It could all be so simple if you just stop leave that life behind." She said walking up to me
"I would but you know my father-."
"I don't care we can go back to how it was when you first met me, you could be my bodyguard again and I could go back to making music." She said
"I can't get cut out from the family Jatavia." I said
"Fuck your family Y/n, me and Jaanki is enough." Ja stated
"You guys are, but-"
"I'm pregnant Y/n." Jatavia yelled cutting me off
Jaan squirmed a little in my arms but didn't wake up. Pregnancy back to back, I mean Jaanki is turning 2 soon but I don't think we are ready for back to back
"How far along?" I asked
"I'm about to be in my second trimester." She said looking down
"So you know the gender." I stated
"Yeah, we're having a boy." She said
That's why she is so adamant on me leaving. Quick background my father has all girls, my sisters are still in middle school they decided to start having kids again late. He wants to pass his mafia down to his first born grandson. Even though I am close to a boy I'm not one so he won't pass it to me.
"Come here." I said shifting my daughter to one arm and hugging Jatavia with the other
"I'll figure this out baby." I said kissing her forehead
Okay boom, I noticed I didn't have any Jt up in here so here she is, Ghost has me stressed already, I thought they was finna kill Mary damn near was crying, Tariq ass gone die I see it already. Cane and Effie still aggy. Drew went crazy. Diana is being Diana, and Brayden still my wigga. All and all a whole lot off mfs finna die I see it already. But 50 be throwing out them mf twists and shit so idk. Anyways
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~Alex aka Head of the Niglets 🫡
