In Luv with Yu

Hi! first of all i just wanted to say thank you for whoever stopped by and decided to read my story. words could not express how thankful i am with the support you guys have given towards me.

a little story background of the story.

this book is actually based on a true story. this happened to me way back january. i mean everything in the prologue that had happened, happened to me.

i am a college student with the course of BS-Psychology. and i happen to like this girl from my class, let's just call her Gia.

Gia was a very pretty woman. she's very outgoing, extroverted if you ask me. she's very sweet, kind and lovely.

around last year, 2023. i was in my 2nd year of senior year that time. my grandmother passed away and so did my kitten. both passed away at the same time which made my mental health go unstable.

when i stepped into college, there i realized that i went numb from everything. i never know of how the feeling of liking someone again. everything just went numb.

til i met Gia. she made all of the sparkles of life went back to me. as cliche as it may sound, she made my life colorful again.

just like what i have said in the book, i confessed to her and she rejected me using the words of her being not ready.

of course, as normal human being. you'd have hope in waiting for her. and so i did. every chance i get, i buy her gifts or treat her out and pay stuff for her. (note: i saved my money just for her to the point i do not eat and do anything that could benifit me as i was busy thinking about what to buy her next.)

on her birthday, i gave her the crocheted tulip flower. we went karaoke and such and had a great time.

a week after that, there i heard from a friend of a friend that, why was i so into her when in fact she has a boyfriend.

of course i did not believe it at first, but after asking almost everybody in my class, it was confirmed true.

it was like, everybody knew about it, except for me.

the letters in chapter 18 were all true as well. i wrote them in a sticky notepad and formed it into a swan origami. ngl, i cried while i was copying that here.

i fell ill when i knew about it of course. a lot of things happen within that as me and my dad were not in good terms.

then i realized that something was wrong with me. i went to my dean of the psychology department to have a counseling and there they said i was having symptoms of mild depression.

i only slept, just laying in bed. never having the will to eat anymore.

that's where my dean told me and suggested that i should stop for a moment. to heal.

and yes, i am not studying anymore. at first, i was embarrassed for how people at my age could get to move a step forward towards their dreams while here i am stuck the same.

then i realized, life is never a race. to whoever wants to stop, could stop. you can stop to rest, but never stop to give up. maybe now is not the time for me just yet. and i am glad that i stopped for a while because here i am, get to publish my very first book. i get have time for myself to heal as well. i am so thankful for my decision.

life is not a race where you should chase someone and go ahead of them to becoming number one. what's for being number one when there are other numbers? if you need rest, please do. rest while you still can.

i love you guys, once again. thank you so much for reading my book, In Luv with Yu.

PS. i did not go deaf and went unto that accident😭😭. i just deepened the story to make it interesting.

everything in the book happened to me except for me going deaf😭😭

i liked a girl, i confessed, got rejected, i waited, and i happen to know she has a boyfriend and then i got depressed. just that, okay?

also, i never get to hear her side so that's why i just did the plot like that. so... yeah.

okay, byee love you guyss!

peace out!