Alone

White Pov

Once I said everything to Maki I straight come to university without even giving any glances to her. As I was about to reach my class, I feel a hand dragged me to nearest room. At first I got flinched and don't able to see the face of person.  Due to sudden pull I closed my eyes in fear.

I slowly open my eyes and Saw P' Hugo in front of me

"Phi..." I said.

"White, I am so sorry for last night. I should have told you about my plan, Its just I got into an argument and don't know when i lost my patience so I have to go for drink and then My phone died. I am so sorry, I would never did this mistake again please forgive me..." P' Hugo said everything in one go, His words doesn't feel genuine to me but I brushed my thought and smiled

"It's Ok P', But for next time is it ok if you tell me straight if you don't make it so I couldn't have to wait for long??" I asked him. Doesn't know even if I was allowed to ask him something like this but I tried, In any way I am going to get punished today after reaching home, so i decide to take a chance.

"Sure, From next time If i ever stuck somewhere I will let you know prior." Saying this he hugged me, I stayed like that for while he didn't even realized I was uncomfortable.

He left me and looked at me, "Btw, How did you come back home yesterday?" He asked me. He looked at me for a while waiting for my answer but I stayed silent, When I feel I am not getting away from there, I sighed and replied "I called one of my group partner and she came with her friends to pick me..." I said hesitated, I can feel his grip on my shoulder getting tighter.

"But As far as I know you don't have any friends, I never saw you talking with anyone in university or outside. And tell me exactly who are those friend of her?" He asked me still tightly griping my shoulder I feel little uncomfortable but i stayed calm.

"Yes, P' We are not exactly friends, She is my project partner. It's already late at night and I don't have anyone to call so I called her. And she came with her boyfriend and one of his friend. They dropped me home." I replied.

"So You just came back home with strangers, Are you out of your mind White. You shouldn't come with anyone, You should wait for me all night there or just call your parents" He scold me. I looked at him confused. Min ago he is saying sorry for making me wait and now want me to stay all night there for him.

"Ahh.. P' You are hurting me..." I flinched at pain as his grip went more tighter on my shoulder.

"I am sorry White, I am so sorry. I just lost my control. I didn't saw I hurt you again I am really sorry..." He said to me rubbing my shoulder 

"It's Ok P', I am fine and Don't worry I understand my mistake, I shouldn't ask help from any stranger. I will wait for you to pick me up." I replied hesitated, I knew I was already messed up due to Maki, I don't want to messed with P' Hugo or else will punished by Master more. 

"Good, And I want you to ask your teacher to let you work alone in project." He asked to which I nodded 

"That's my girl, I have to go now I have my classes, I will meet at lunch." He said patting on my head before leaving.

As he left I went to Director's office to asked her help. For my luck our director is from my hometown, she knows me and my family and she also have so much respect for my Paa, So I hope she won't deny my request. 

"Swadi Kha Mam, May I come in..." I waiyed at her and asked Politely before going inside.

"White Swadi khrab , Come in..., What wrong kid? is everything fine? Come sit." she looked at me confused but let me in and pointed to sit on chair in front of her.

"Everything is fine Mam." I replied while sitting on chair.

"White, We are in closed room now, and here I am not your director, I am your aunt so no need to be formal with me right now ok?" She said making me comfortable.

"Khrab Pha, Actually I am here to ask a favor from you Pha..." I asked hesitated. She looked at me confused and nodded at me to continue.

"Pha, I would like to ask permission to work on projects alone." I continued. She looked at me but sighed instantly as I complete my sentence.

"Is it because of your step father and your fiancée? " She asked me, I didn't say anything and kept my head down.

"White, this is not the life your father wants for you. Why are you enduring so much? If you want I will talk to your mom. She will understand everything kid." She said politely, I know My paa don't want this type of life for me but I cant risk my mom's happiness and health for my life. 

"and then what happened Pha, Mae is already in guilt for years for not taking good care of me after Paa's death and If she know what happening with me she will definitely blame herself. When this is not even her mistake. I lost my Paa long back. I don't want to loose her as well Pha... Please don't tell anything to mae. See I am ok, Everything is fine. you just let me permission to work alone I promise i wont come to you with any other request ever again Pha... Please I beg you..." I asked her literally begging She came and hug me tightly I can feel she is also crying with me. 

After while she agreed to let me work on project alone, and promised me she won't tell anything to anyone. I was not someone who share my problem with anyone, She really had no idea about violence but she know something is wrong with me as she sometime saw me getting panic attacks at very initial state and she was the one who forced me to go to psychologist and I am glad for whatever she did for me.

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