Alone

Nai Pov

I woke up next day and get ready to go for practice. All night my thoughts stuck at White, there is some sort of uneasy feeling in my heart regarding her. I can't able to ignore the feeling that there is something wrong with her and her family. 

I went downstairs for breakfast, Tibet is already waiting for me their. He gave me questioning look but i ignore it and continue eating my food.

(A/N : Tibet slept at his room as it is common for him to stay  )

"Where have you guys went last night? I came to your room to ask for some snacks but you are not there." Mama asked us.

"We went to help someone Mama." Tibet replied.

"To help someone? isn't that person is your friend or something?" Dada asked confusingly. 

They know all my friends so going at night to help someone is something out of blue for us. they looked at  us waiting for our reply. Tibet also looked at me not knowing what should he tell them, as apparently she is not our friend either. 

At last i gave up and replied sighed "She is Maki's friend Dada, actually not even her friend she is project partner. At night she called maki and asked for help as she stuck somewhere and there is no one to pick her up. So we just went there to help her. Nothing more." 

I said giving clarification leaving no room for confusion.

"We don't ask for explanation baby, And even we are happy if she is your friend. We want you to open up more than just around some of close one's." Mama said in affectionate voice.

"Mama Please, I know what you are trying to implement but the day white died, part of me also died with her. I don't want anyone else to be close with me anymore. I am happy with those who are with me." I replied sternly. 

I know I have some sort of connection with new white I am aware of it but I never saw her as someone to whom I want to my safe space. That place is only secure for my white and after she left that place is also closed for anyone to enter forever.

"And do you think it's healthy?" This time Tibet asked pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Pardon?" I looked at him confused

"Being like you waiting for someone you know can never come back to you. I don't know your white personally but by your words and how much mama dada told me about her, I know she would never want you to be like this. Alone, Loner." Tibet said to me. Mama and dada also looked at me worriedly.

I know white won't like me to be like this, but I can't able to move on. And honestly I don't want to, I know it's not healthy but I hold a string, string of hope that maybe one day my white will come back to me.

"We are not discussing this again Tibet. I told you, I am happy with people around me, I love you all and I know you loved me as well. I don't need anyone else in my life. .... and we are not discussing this again, and that's final." I said it and before Tibet can actually retaliate I shut him and continue eating my breakfast.

Tibet looked at me for a while then sigh and continue with his breakfast. Next few minutes of breakfast went on silent, then we left for uni, Entire ride was quiet as well. I am not in a mood to talk much and I guess Tibet also get hunch of my mood so he also didn't continue and we reach uni.

We have practice today so we didn't saw maki in morning and we went straight to practice.

We saw Hugo there again, he is talking to some other mates there.

"Hey, what's wrong with you today? Why are you so grumpy in morning." One of his friend ask him.

"Nothing bro, just family stuff. lets practice." Hugo replied and we continue.

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Third person Pov

After an hour

Boys are at break when Hugo's phone rang.

"Oho!,  I guess your fiancée is missing you in the morning." Hugo's friend teased him.

"Shut up, It's alarm. I have to go to pick White." Hugo replied irritated.

He is about to leave but coach stop them and ask them to continue practice.

"Bro, I don't think you can go to pick her today." Hugo's friend said putting his hand on his shoulder.

"I guess so, I already messed up last night. I hope she is not angry with me." Hugo replied.

"But bro you told us last night that you don't even love her so why are you worried about her so much?" Hugo's friend asked him confusingly.

"I know, I told you that i don't love her, But she is still my fiancée and if i don't take good care of her then my parents will disowned me, and i don't want that." Hugo replied typing something on phone.

"So you are going to spend your entire life with someone you don't love?" Hugo's friend asked him.

"It's not like that, to be honest initially i was scared of the fact that i have to do an arrange marriage with someone I even don't know. i was scared that the person would never let me do things i like. but since i met white, she is different, She never forced me to do anything which i don't like. She let me do as i please without question." Hugo replied.

"Oh my god, a day before someone said that he don't love her fiancée and now he is head over heal for her." Hugo's friend said in sarcastic manner.

"Head over heal my foot. She is just obedient toy for me. I can have her, use her, do anything as i please and she is not going to speak a word. She is just a bitch, who only belong to me." Hugo speak to his friend.

"So why are you worried about her being upset?" His friend ask confused.

"I am still going slow with her, I will show her my real self soon, But for now i have to show i love her so she and her family can trust me. then i will show her my true devil side." Hugo said Smirkingly.

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