Advent calendar | Yoonmin [English]

Jimin put the pen aside and leant back in Yoongi's computer chair. He had decided to stay at Yoongi's flat while he was at work. And so he sat here at his desk in the bedroom, poring over the lyrics for his new songs.

But he couldn't concentrate. Not that Yoongi's set-up and all the notes fluttering around on his desk intimidated him. He just wasn't really into writing songs himself. As much as he loved performing new songs. Especially Yoongi's works. And it was Yoongi who had been buzzing around in his head all morning.

Since -that night-, they hadn't... done it again.

Jimin had to admit to himself that he craved Yoongi's touch. It was an inner conflict between lust and insecurity. Understandably, he wanted to live out his fantasies with his newfound love and stick to each other all the time like normal couples.

The problem was: Jimin didn't know what his fantasies were. He had never considered the possibility of being intimate with Yoongi before. No, he had never even imagined getting intimate with another man and didn't know what he was supposed to imagine. Apart from what they had already done. But was that all there was to it?

Honestly, as attractive as he found Yoongi, he wouldn't want to suck him off every time and a handjob wasn't fulfilling in the long run.

He decided to do a little research to fill his naive lack of knowledge. Did Yoongi know how it worked between two men? Probably, after all, he had openly come out as bisexual and had probably already thought or fantasised about the possibilities. Did he already have experience? 

They were not allowed to have an official relationship, but perhaps he had had something unofficial that Jimin hadn't realised.

A pang of jealousy ran through him at the thought. He quickly tried to shake it off.

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A few hours and some research later, Jimin had found out a lot, but it hadn't helped him to organise his thoughts.

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Jimin: 
Hey Tae! Would you rather classify me as a Top or a Bottom? 🤔

Jungkook:
Jimin... This is the group chat... 🤣

Taehyung:
OmG! Are you planning to do the nasty?

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Startled, Jimin dropped his mobile phone from his hand. He quickly picked it up again and typed furiously on his message to delete it for everyone.

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Jungkook:
Too late Jiminie, we've already seen the message.

Jin:
What's up? Who wants to bang who?

Taehyung:
Jimin with Yoongi 🤞

Namjoon:
What? Yoongles never mentioned this to me!

Jimin:
Tae!!!

Jin:
Don't be embarrassed, Jiminie. It's completely natural.

Namjoon:
@Jin: better not call him that or Yoongi will come round and make you a head shorter 😜

Jin:
sweet

Jin:
So... What was the question again?