Midoriya POV
My eyes open it's like I've woken up from a nightmare. There is an IV in my arm and I blink several times to get used to the blinding light. The hospital smell hits my nose. After my eyes have more or less adjusted to the light, I look around. I was lying on a cheap bed, the kind you would find in a hospital. Next to me is a heart monitor.
Across from me are other beds with other people running between them, doctors and nurses. A nurse who was busy vaccinating a man who had been screaming and looked like he had a seizure noticed that I was awake and sat up. Only now did I notice the bandages on my arms. What had happened the time I was asleep. What happened, why am I here.
This whole place reminds me of an insane asylum.
Nurse: You are awake Midoriya. That's very good after your suicide attempt, many were unsure if you would wake up again.
My suicide attempt what does that mean when I jumped off the roof and was saved by Taro. After that I day I didn't attempted it anymore so what is she taking about. Were the ghosts all just a hallucination and I actually just hit the ground and got injured there.
Nurse: I know it can be confusing at first but it will be okay. We'll work our way out of this together, you have to stay strong.
She takes both my hands in hers and looks at me like I'm a confused old person she's known for a long time and tries to gently reassure me. Maybe I was in a coma. Witch year do we have
Me: What happened? How old am I?
How lang was I in a coma I feel long hair on my shoulders that would have taken at least 3 years to grow
Nurse: Don't worry, you'll remember everything in a minute
She speaks slowly like I'm hard of understanding and she drags out every word like I'm a little kid being taught a rule. She looks vaguely familiar.
Nurse: You're 52 years old, you've been here for 11 years
11 Years! What does she mean 11 years what does that mean? I should be 27 if I've been here 11 years not 52 and what does she mean here does that mean in a coma.
Me: Arg. Give me finally a good explanation of what's going on!
I pull my hands from hers and tug at my hair which seems dry and rough and the curly playful style she had around my face was gone it was straight. Was that white hair there?
Nurse: it can be hard to get all the information at once you should rather wait until the memory comes by itself
Me: Tell me now!
Nurse: Calm down. You came to the mental hospital after a serious head injury. You've been here for 11 years and recently tried to kill yourself.
What? What does she mean. I can't remember anything is that all some sick joke.
Nurse: You tried to cut your arms open with a rusty nail you must have found somewhere. It wasn't your fault, the place should have been checked better.
What does that mean? Am I an old guy in a metal hospital who has spent a lifetime just hallucinating in a coma or awake. Pleas tell me this all is just a bad dream. What is real and what not. Was my whole life just a fantasy? But she called me Midoriya I am Midoriya.
Nurse: You suffer from forgetting events for a while and then remembering then again. You also keep forgetting the incident that lead to someone dying. You are in the institution after their death and after your operation on your spine your legs gave way and you hit your head.
Who died?
Everything just makes me fall into greater panic I realize I have no control over the lower half of my body.
Nurse: Mrs. Midoriya!
Suddenly it all hits me. I'm not Izuku. I am not Izuku and never was. I'm his mom Izuku he's my son I've had this whole dream in sight of my son that I forgot I'm Inko Midoriya. All was just a hallucination of his life. No wonder, my whole life revolves around him. He is what keeps me alive without him I am lost and with him I am strong. But I am still alive in the dream I was a ghost. I see the reflection of myself in a window many white hairs can be seen stress marks are spread across my face I look tired and weak and my worry lines and bags under my eyes are incredibly deep. That must be me.
Me: Where is my son.
Nurse: You really should...
Me: Where is my son!
Where is my little sun, my angels, my...
Nurse: He's dead.
Me: He's dead?
Nurse: Since years, he jumped off a roof... From his school. Breathe in and out calmly. I don't want you to have to relive his death every day. It was the darkest time of your life and you forget it every time
My pulse shoots up and my chest stings. He's dead he's dead he's dead... I am... I will see you again soon. I will follow you everywhere my little angel. I'm sorry it took so long.
We will soon be able to run across the grass like we used to. Like when you were little. How everything was still good last. When we were together. In another life in another world. I look at the nurse Kathrin was her name. Goodbye Kathrin. I'm coming Izuku.
Everything turns into black
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I see something you don't
FanfictionSince he was little, he has always seen weird things. He always thought he had gone completely crazy. No wonder. He thought it was a hallucination something he came up with. Because no one else could see the things. He also doesn't have friends so h...
