was it my fault I was born?

Silas' pov
8 years ago:
"Haha you will never find me" Bell yelled running away from me.

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Ugh, why the hell did I dream of that again.

I get up and realize that I slept at my friend's home today again, Edwards gonna kill me.

I gather my stuff and leave before my bestfriend Alessandro even wake up.

I walk back home and just as soon as I walk in I see James waiting at the front door.
"Sir, sir Edward wanted you at his office as soon as you come back."
I roll my eyes and walk past him.
"Yeah, yeah put my stuff in my room I'll go see him."

I walked upstairs to Edwards office room and just go in without knocking.
Why should I? He's just working.
"Ay, hey man." I get in leaning onto his desk.
He gives me those ugly eyes again.

"Do I have to ask you to explain?"

"Oh come on you know where I was."

"We have rules in this house, you don't want to follow them then get your ass fucked and go live on the streets."

"You know what, fine."
I leave his office slamming the door, I can hear him calling after me.

I walk downstairs to my room to suddenly bump into someone small going out of Elijah's room.

"What the fuck!!! watch where you g-"
I cut of looking at the little girl who bumped into me trembling and crying.

"I-im s- hic, s-sorry." She half whispers.

"Who the hell are you? Elijah brings his girlfriends home now? Huh and he's talking about rules."

"I-I-im n-no-"
I grab her from her shirt and walk downstairs where the rest of my brothers were sitting.

"Can you guys please keep your girls to yourselves." I walk down the stairs and yank her away.

"Holly shit she's so young Elijah, and I thought you were the only one who thinks"

"Girlfriend what bro? The hell?" Elijah spits out.

"This one." I grab her again and pull her up the ground.

Their eyes all widened, Alex spat the coffee he was drinking.

"I caught her going out of your room."

"Silas.. that's not..." Elijah sighs and gets up.

"I thought Edward told you about it. That's Bell silas."

I turn the girl around to look at her face, crying so much.

Damn... this is really her.

My hands shook and I let go of her placing her down back to her feet.

"I-isn't this the girl we saw that day... at the country?"

"Yes... come with me I'll explain everything."

"No wait.... Bell, i- damn you grew up so fast."
I kneel down to her height and cup her face moving to sideways looking closely at her features.

"Silas come you'll meet her later." Elijah calls me walking upstairs to his office.

"Ah.. yes.. bye" I leave her hugging her quickly and standing up and following Elijah.

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Elijah explained everything to me, about how when I left they went to her school to find out that that same girl that was buying vegetables in that damn huge basket was Bell, our Bell.

He explained everything else about her being a maid, her going to the hospital, the scars, the trauma, the panic disorder and her period and why she was at Elijah's room.

"N-no... you said she was just going to a school for a few years this shouldn't have happened." I shake my head running my fingers through my hair.

"I know, but it happened and we're trying our best."

"B-but why, she's... just little she.. why would Ace and Axel do that, she.. did nothing wrong."

"Just... forget it, we'll keep her out of their sight until they understand what they're doing."

"You're not planning to sending her away again right?"

"Ofcourse not, she's staying here. I'm not letting that happen to her again."

"Do our uncles know she's back?"

"Not really, we have some things to discuss first."