A Part Of It (Avengers)

Chapter 59

"I'm gonna go find Bucky, could you please take her?" I asked Clint and he smiled at me nodding, taking a sleeping Aly in his arms. 

Everyone went back to what they were doing, some cooking, some eating, so watching TV. Since we came back from Asgard there was a real feeling of peace in the compound, except for Peter, but we hadn't seen much of him anyway.

I made my way towards the training rooms and looked through the small windows on the door if Bucky was inside, and sure enough, he was. I opened the door slowly, watching him punch the bag in front of him. He had already loosened the t-shirt he had on, since it was on the floor near his feet. 

He kept throwing punches at the bag, and I would see his back muscles move with each punch he gave. 

C'mon Mia, concentrate, for the love of God.

"Hey you." I said, and instantly he turned his head and saw me, a smile making its way instantly on his beautiful face. I walked towards him and he was about to hug me when he stopped me.

"I'm all sweaty sorry, let me go take a shower quickly and-" he started but I cut him off, jumping in his arms. Not a care in the world that he was sweaty, that was honestly the least of my worries.

I wrapped my legs around his torso and placed my face in the crook of his neck. Instantly his arms came around my waist and he held me tightly against him. 

"I missed you." He said, his face in my neck, smelling my vanilla perfume.

"I missed you so much more." I tell him as I pull away from him and look at his face, his beautiful, beautiful face, his piercing blue eyes.

Without waiting another second, because I knew I'd cry, I placed my lips on his. Closing my eyes, and enjoying this moment.

Soon his hand found my hair and he started to deepen the kiss, he left my lips and started to kiss my cheeks, making his way down to my jaw and ultimately my neck. Leaving trails of wet kisses everywhere as I couldn't help the sighs of satisfaction from leaving my mouth.

I felt him linger on a spot on my neck and instantly knew he was going to leave a hickey there. 

"Bucky." I said, and he just hummed against my neck, I laughed and called his name again laughing.

"Yes doll?" he asked again, this time looking at me in the eyes.

"Did you just give me a hickey?" I asked, an eyebrow raised and he gave me his best smile.

"Maybe I did." he said, and I couldn't help but laugh, he looked so cute, also thank God for his super strength, because he was still holding in his arms.

"Mhmm, I guess I should give you one too then." I said, looking at his neck, his eyes darkened.

"I am all yours love." he said, almost in a whisper.

I took my time to look at him, trace the perfect lines of his face, his jawline, his nose, his eyebrows, I took my time to remember every part of his face, every imperfection that made him so perfect to me. My fingers then traced his lips, his perfect lips, he was looking at me so intently, as if he was holding his breath.

I looked back into his eyes, and remembered when he had told me he loved me. The sensation I felt, the emotions running through my body, unlike anything I had ever felt before. 

At that moment, I felt the horrible pain of what loosing him would do to me. How would I ever be able to live and go through what was to come without him. I could feel my eyes start to burn, and my vision becoming blurry.

"I- I have to tell you something." I said, and instantly I felt his fear and concern for me.

"What's going on my love?" he asked, God if only I could tell him.

"Nothing, it's just I have to tell you something." I said again, and he slowly put me down, my legs finally touching the floor, but he never let go of me, I was still pressed flushed against him.

I touched his face, cupping one of his cheek with my hand.

"I love you." I said, with as much passion, confidence and love as I could.

More than 3 months had passed, since the breakup with Peter, but oddly enough, I felt as though it was Bucky all along, it was always him and it should've only been him.

"I love you more than anything in this world. I want you to know that. The love I have for you, makes my inside burn, I ache for your love, for your touch, for your presence. I just couldn't see it before, but it's you Buck, it's always been you and it's only going to be you. Everything I feel is this crazy emotion of happiness and just love, that makes my heart go crazy for you." I said, as I took his hand, and placed it above my heart, my hand glowing to make him feel all the emotions I could.

"I love you James, today, tomorrow and for eternity." I said, and now he was the one letting out a tear or two. 

Without saying anything, he kissed me again, showing so much love and emotions and just enjoying each other in the best way possible.

I needed to tell him, for my own sanity, so he would know when the time comes that I would never abandon him, I would never leave him or let him down. It was a promise.

He gave me so much strength for what was to come. 

I had to fight for them, for Aly, for him, for the world.