The destruction from Izuku's fight last night was obvious as he walked to the park to meet Kaminari. Various damaged buildings were blocked off with caution tape and orange cones surrounded the various holes that the villain had torn into the ground during his rampage. Even after almost an entire day, anyone could have tracked the path Izuku led the villain just by looking around. It was terrible.
Why hadn't he done something more? There had to have been some way to stop the villain or at least localize the destruction! Izuku had been so busy running for his life that he didn't even think about property damage. It was a good thing that he'd never be a real hero, because a real hero would have been strong enough to prevent this.
All Might: No don't think like that...
Mirko: Yeah real heroes cause property damage all the time. Looking at certain number one heroes.
It took him longer than it normally would to reach the park, partly because he was rubbernecking at the destruction and partly because he was still sore from basically jumping off a roof to save those girls. He hadn't even been able to prevent them from being injured! Why did the heroes even put up with him? It seemed like their lives would be a lot easier if he'd never become a vigilante to begin with. Maybe he should just get it over with and...
Inko: No!
Mitsuki: Izuku!
Bakugo: Don't you dare you @(#$*& nerd!
Jana: Language!
Izuku shook his head in an attempt to knock himself out of his spiral. He couldn't kill himself just yet. He would at least have to say goodbye to Eraser, since he knew he was suicidal and at least pretended that he cared. Maybe he could have Eraser talk to Mom once he was gone. Having a hero come to comfort her would probably soften the blow. He would be able to explain better than Izuku could that it wasn't her fault and that he never wanted to hurt her. He could help her grieve. Was that asking too much?
Aizawa: No but don't die...
"Hey! Dude!" Kaminari waved his hand in front of Izuku's face, making him flinch and knocking him from his thoughts. He hadn't even realized he'd already arrived at the park. "You okay? You were kinda spaced out there."
Izuku felt like he'd eaten a rock. He'd managed to make a friend, only to make them worry about him almost immediately. Kaminari would probably be better off if they'd never met in the first place. He forced a bright smile onto his face and laughed, "Yeah, sorry. I guess I just didn't sleep well last night."
Kaminari: No don't say that I like being friends with you!
"Mood." Kaminari said with mock seriousness. "So are you still good to train today, or do you want to take a break?"
"No, I'm good!" No matter how awful Izuku felt, he'd promised to teach Kaminari how to fight and he couldn't let him down... which meant that he couldn't die yet. He could probably ask Eraserhead to either teach Kaminari or explain things to his mother, but not both. That would be leaving him with a bigger burden than Izuku already was alive, which was the absolute last thing he wanted to do. "Alright, so last time we focused on hitting, right?"
Aizawa: I'd argue with him but it's keeping him alive so...
Vlad: I hate that the only things keeping Midoriya alive are the most messed up reasons I can think of.
Thirteen: You're telling me...
"Yep!" Kaminari's face lit up with excitement. "I feel like I'm starting to get a hang of it. I've been practicing some of the moves on my own too!"
"Perfect." Izuku thought for a moment about what they could work on that wouldn't be too physical. He'd already made Kaminari worry by spacing out, so it would be really bad if they were practicing throws or something and Izuku failed to hide the bruised ribs he'd gotten last night. "Well, I guess the opposite of hitting is dodging, so we can work on that... only if you want to, that is! If you want to work on something else, that's totally okay too! It's just that dodging's important in a fight and it might be useful if you want to learn, not that you have to..."

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MHA/BNHA react to For The Want of A Nail by Clouds part 1
FanfictionNone of the reaction fics for this are finished so I made my own. Also this is part 1 because 抖阴社区 has a two hundred chapter cap. Also it's been censored because sheesh there were a lot of swear words. https://archiveofourown.org/series/1633756