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Supsop. Higop. Sipsip.

Kahit kelan ang hilig-hilig manghigop! Gusto niya ata talaga akong maubusan ng hininga eh! Juskopo! Kaawaan nawa!

At dahil na nga sa mapusok kong anyaya sa aking kasintahan, namalayan ko na lang ang sarili sa kanyang ibabaw habang patuloy siya sa pang-angkin ng aking mga labi at kabuuan ng bibig. Ngunit syempre, hindi naman tayo basta-basta nagpatalo—hangga't maaari, sinusubukan kong sabayan ang kanyang kapusukan.

After all, I wanted to express how much he means to me—that I love him with my entire being.

As we were before, I snuggled up on his lap. Our arms intertwined, his around my waist, mine around his nape. Ewan ko ba! He'd always like it when I'm on top of him. Easy access daw kasi so he could freely indulge in what's his—my lips. Hayyy.

Tulad ng nakaraan, muling naging saksi ang aming living area sa mainit naming pagmamahalan. Miah couldn't wait any longer, so he just laid me down on the nearest comfy spot.

Lulong sa sensasyong dulot ng maaalab na halik, ako'y natigilan ng aking naramdaman ang marahang pag-angat ng laylayan ng suot kong pullover long sleeves. I gently pulled back from our amorous kiss.

"M-Miah, wait. L-Lemme do it myself." I stopped him as I gasped for air.

"Alright, Mielie—As you wish." Breathless, he whispered in his sexiest voice.

T*NGINA!!! Ba't nang-aakit??? Eh kanyang-kanya naman na buong pagkatao ko???

With cheeks aflame, I delicately rose from my boyfriend's lap. He, on the other hand, made himself comfortable—Isinandal niya ang sarili sa backrest ng aming sofa nang hindi inaalis ang mga tingin sa akin.

Unti-unti namang namayani ang kaba sa aking dibdib. I knew I brought this on. But not gonna lie, that was a bit impulsive of me—Hindi pa talaga ako sure kung ready na ko. Ang tanging alam ko, gusto ko lang i-express 'yung nararamdaman ko kay Miah...

My boyfriend's been totally spoiling me, a little too much, if I'm being honest. So I thought it was about time too. I knew he'd been waiting for this. At alam ko ring sobra-sobra 'yung control at restraint na ginagawa niya out of respect to my space and readiness.

Mula pa man noon, kapakanan ko lagi ang iniisip niya. Marahil panahon na upang ako naman ang magbigay sa aming dalawa.

Anxiety took over. With hopes to calm myself down, I took a really, as in really, deep breath.

"Mielie, are you okay? We can stop if you want." Buong pag-aalalang usisa ng aking kasintahan, taliwas sa mapang-angkit niyang boses kani-kanina lang.

Aktong aangat na siya sa pagkakasandal nang akin siyang pinigilan. Umiling-iling ako at ngumiti. "No, no. I'm okay... Don't worry about me."

"You sure?"

"Yes. I'm sure, boyfriend..."

"Alright—If you say so." Binigyan niya ako ng isang ubod ng giliw na ngiti— ang tanging kinailangan ko upang mapanatag ang aking kalooban.

Calming down, I began to undress. Started with my pastel yellow long sleeves, followed by my inner white shirt... Slowly, I took my time—Until I was only left with just my underwear. The whole time, I averted Miah's gaze to keep going.

And for the first time in a looong while, someone saw my exposed body... I felt nervousness slowly creeping up once again. Amidst turmoil, I sought refuge in my boyfriend's gaze—Only to catch him eyeing me up.