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Breath in. Breath through. Breath out.
That's exactly what I think every day, before stepping into Taylors house.
With a nervous hand I opened the door, I was 20 minutes earlier than usual. It was 7:10 in the morning, I walked through the walls as I made my way towards Taylors office.
Since I expected her to be still asleep, I went in without knocking. The door opened and to my suprise she sat there at her office chair with dark circles under her eyes.
"Oh fuck Iam sorry, I tho-" I blurted out, but Taylor gave me a weak smile, before she interrupted me. "It's okay, Goodmorning Y/N", her soft voice echoed through the cold morning air.
"Goodmorning Taylor, I got your coffé", I said, confident I walked over to her, placing the cup on her table. "Thank you Honey, you're early?" She questioned and raised an eyebrow.
Her glance inspected my outfit, since I was in the gym I was wearing a turquoise sports bra and black sweatpants, my hair was up in a messy bun, the hair roots sightly wet from the sweat.
"I couldn't sleep so I was at the gym, I finished earlier to take a shower there, but the showers didn't work, so I came earlier, I hope that's okay", I explained her, before looking at Taylors daily schedule. To my suprise there were no meeting or something like that.
"You can take a shower here if you want, today is your day off, but I could use some company", Taylor said with a heartwarming smile. But something was behind this smile. It was something dark, she was scared. The way she fidgeted with her fingers, the sweat drops on her forehead.
"Are you okay Taylor?" I raised an eyebrow and looked at her. "Yeah Iam always okay", she assured me, but I didn't belive her. "I'll show you the bathroom", Taylor suddenly said, which was weird because I knew where her bathroom was.
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Taylors fit
Taylors shirt fell a bit off her shoulder and I saw a dark bruise. And it wasn't just a hikey. I tried my best not to think to much about, perhabs she is just a bit..... kinky.....?
We walked into her bedroom. "You can take my bath", she said before handing me some of her clothes. "I have clothes with me Taylor", I said a bit nervous. "I know, but I also know that you love this pullover", she said with a proud smile. I blushed a bit she was also so caring.
"Thank you", I said before going into the bathroom, which was connected to Taylors bedroom. After a hot shower, I got into Taylors clothes. They smelled like her, which made my heart beating faster.
I walked back into Taylors room, my heart dropped as I saw her laying there, curled up. Small sobbs; barely audible reverberating through the room.
I crawled next to her and wrapped an arm around her, to press her back against my front. I layed my hand on her chest, which she immediately grapped. Now she totally broke down in my arms. I whispered comforting words in her ear, trying my best to calm her down. I pulled Taylor on top of me, she was clinging like a little baby on my body.
After 20 minutes of crying she managed to calm down. Her chest rose and fell as she layed there. "Do you wanna tell me whats going on?" I cooed in her ear. "H-he beats m-me", Taylor stuttered. "Where is he now?"
"Grocery shopping", she whispered. "Iam going to take you out of here", I whispered before I scooped her up. Although she was 6 inches taller than Iam, she was easy to carry. Her legs were wrapped around my waist, while her head rested on my shoulder.
I walked with her to my car, before I placed her on the passenger seat and drove to my apartment. The car ride was silent.
I wanted to scoop her up, but Taylor slammed my hand away. "I-iam so sorry", she said in shock. I just smiled and offered her a hand. "It's okay Taylor", I smiled, Taylor took my hand and stepped outside my car. We walked up to my apartment.
"Do you need some rest?" I asked her. "Yeah, but can you take a look at my back? It hurts like hell", I could tell how nervous she was about this and that she didn't want me to do this. "Yeah follow me", Taylor looked around. "You have pictures of us on the wall?" She asked me with a suprised undertone.
I blushed a bit and looked into her eyes. "Uhm it's weird but your kinda my favourite person, I really appreciate you Taylor", I stumbled shy. "You are so adorable", Taylor said with a bright smile - for a moment she didn't feel like the worlds most loved star or the girlfriend which gets beaten up by her boyfriend, she felt loved and seen.
We entered the bathroom and Taylor took a seat. "Uhm can you take the shirt off?" I asked her, she did. What I saw was horrible her whole back wad covered with bruises. I poured some creme on my hand, but before I touched her, I asked for permission. She flinched as my hands massaged the creme onto her back.
"Iam so fucking sorry Tay", I whispered after every touch. After I finished it I walked around Taylor and looked deep into her eyes. "You're so strong Taylor", I layed my hand on her cheek, she leaned into my touch.
"Please know, that you're my reason to move on, your the strongest person I've ever seen. You helped me going through so much. Now it's my turn to help you", I mumbled. Taylors eyes filled with tears and her hand grapped my arm as she started crying again. "Iam not strong enough", she repeated for five minutes.
"Taylor shut up. You are Taylor Alison Fucking Swift", I yelled at her. Taylor stopped crying and looked up in my eyes. "You are strong enough. And you have me I will always be by your side", I assured her.
"Thank you Honey", she whispered. Suddenly she leaned closer and pressed her lips against mine to give me a tender kiss.
I took her hand after the kiss and walked with her into my bedroom. "You need some rest", I whispered. "Can you uhm-" Taylor blushed a bit, I could tell that she was embarrassed. "Hold me while I sleep?"
I smiled and layed myself on the bed, she crawled next to me and I wrapped my arms around her. "Just like that", she took a big breath, before closing her eyes. "I'll stay right here Tay, I promise."