wonwoo; he fell for you without noticing

Y/n's point of view

You closed your eyes and let the kiss happen.
A few months ago were this your biggest dream.
Even maybe a few weeks ago.
A few days ago.
But it felt wrong. Very wrong.
This wasn't between Wonwoo and you.

This was between strangers.

"Y/n..." Wonwoo whispered as he broke the kiss.
You slowly shook your head, opening your eyes. His gaze was still on your lips.
"Why, Wonwoo?" You asked.

He sighed. "I don't know I... I just realized that there is more between us."
You shook your head again and again, leaning back. Wonwoo looked at you.
"Wonwoo this is not us." You said.
You felt your heart breaking as you said those words.

"Then what are we?" He asked.
You wanted to tell him that this was what you wanted for so long. You wanted him. You wanted his attention, his love.
But you have to face it; he lives his life in Seoul and you in Busan. You have a boyfriend and new friends here. And over the last months, you realized how much you grew apart from another.

"We were friends, Wonwoo."
He tilted his head. "What do you mean, were? We still are, y/n."
You shook your head. "No we're not. You failed this."
He laughed. He simply laughed at you.
"I failed this? Y/n I've been thinking about you every single day for the last months. I broke up with Minyeon because every time I spent time with her or even kissed her - I thought about you."

You swallowed hard.
This was the last thing you expected him to say.
"And yet you ignored me for weeks." You said.
"Because I didn't understand what was going on with me, y/n. Why I was thinking those things about you. We're best friends. Your best friend should not think about kissing you when he wants to."

Exactly what you were thinking.
Yet you couldn't admit it to him.
"I think it's better for you to go."
Wonwoo frowned. "What? Are you kicking me out? Y/n we should talk-"

"Is everything okay?" Vernon's voice appeared behind you.
You didn't dared to look at him.
"Yeah, Wonwoo was about to say good bye." You murmured, looking to the ground since you couldn't stand the look of Wonwoo anymore.
You felt like crying.

"Am I?" Wonwoo asked.
You didn't look up.
"I guess you are, yeah. You know where the door is." Vernon said.
Wonwoo laughed before getting up. You watched his figure go out of your vision, yet not turning around to him.

"Hey dude." Wonwoo said, probably to Vernon.
"Hm?"
"Don't hurt her."
"I don't plan on."
"Good." Wonwoo said. "Otherwise I'd break your neck."

Wonwoo's point of view

Four months.
The last time he talked to y/n was four months ago when she kicked him out.
She didn't try to contact him.
He did not either.

His parents asked him when he visits her again.
He says he doesn't know.
They never asked again.
His friends asked what happened on her birthday.
He says their lives grew apart from another.
They didn't believe it.

"Did you hear the news?" Mingyu asked as he sat down at the table.
He and Wonwoo met up to study for an exam together.
"What? We're going on a party tomorrow?"
Wonwoo has been going to every party since to drink and forget.
"No, at least not that I know of. Do you know about a party?

Wonwoo looked up at his best friend. "No I don't."
Mingyu raised an eyebrow. "Then why are you..."
"Mingyu what are the news?" Wonwoo asked, slightly annoyed, looking back at his books.
"Oh yeah, Vernon and y/n broke up."

Wonwoo raised his head. "What?"
"Yeah.. Joshua was calling her last night and she told him she broke up with him."
"Wait, she broke up with him?"
Mingyu nodded. "Yeah."
"Why? Mingyu give me more informations!"

Mingyu held up his hands. "Chill bro."
"Informations."
"Why? I thought you have no feelings for her."
"Mingyu I'm crashing your face to the table if you don't-"
"Okay okay, chill dude." Mingyu said, leaning back in his chair. "He told Joshua it wasn't what she wanted."

Wonwoo raised an eyebrow. "What she wanted?"
Mingyu nodded. "Yeah."
He swallowed. "And what does she want?"
Mingyu smiled at his best friend. "What? Who."
"Mingyu I swear to god-"

"You, Wonwoo. She wants you."