OSDD and We: thoughts, experiences and snippets from our life.

So why do this? Why write the nth journal on here that will most likely get little to no views?
•Firstly, why not?
•Secondly buying more journals and pens is expensive, this might help cut down on cost.
•Thirdly, and possibly most importantly - being a 30-something trans girl in Devon, UK who is a kinky af top, feeder/possibly feedee and also part of a system means my dating life is currently dire. So tragic. This place is not the most forward-thinking. And so channelling all that sexual frustration into this is strangely cathartic.

Next up - will everyone take part?
Honestly, probably not. But most of us will have the odd input in our physical journal so let's just see how it goes.

Okay (I hear all you imaginary readers say) so who is there in this so called system?
We'll probably do a separate page/chapter with a little overview of anything we want to put about ourselves but for now a few names to keep in mind will probably be:
•Steph (obviously)
•Rosa
•Martin
•Cascade
•Little S and Little M (we won't be putting the actual names as we don't feel that's a good idea based on their apparent mental age/maturity)

How do we know you're not making all this up/you're attention seeking/this is a fake condition etc etc?

Trust me, I sometimes wish I was. And there's probably very few things people can chuck my/our way at this point that I haven't already thought. For the longest time I assumed it was completely fine and normal to have your mind suddenly switch "mood" and with it thoughts and opinions on people in your life, tastes and preferences, sexuality and gender among other things.
And don't even get us started on the amount of times we've had people come up and start chatting who we've apparently known for years but because we're seeing them out of the context where a different person would be fronting we have 0 idea who they are.

It's not all doom and gloom, but this condition does cause so much stress and shit at times. But on the flip side, I don't know if I could get by any more without the crowd who share our mind.