In Between Skins [+18]

I nodded looking at him, “can I?” 

I saw him gulping, “anything you want, cupcake.” 

He rested his head on the pillow again, and his arms were tight around me. I looked up and he’s staring down at me.

“Can we still.. kiss?” He asks.

I nodded. 

That question made my body heat up. 

He lowered his head and we kissed. 

He would grunt probably every second of me just kissing him back. 

“Hmm.. hm..” he sounds out.

His hand finally went under my worn shirt to my waist and he quickly stopped the kiss in the middle of it just to ask, “are you not wearing anything underneath?” 

“Uhm, no..” 

“Why.”

“So I can sleep better?” Lie.

“I won’t.” He says like he’s pouting. I chuckled. 

“Then.. what can I do to make you sleep?” 

He sighed like he was restraining himself. 

I placed my leg on top of his waist to maybe make it obvious to him.

He held that leg. “Do you want to tell me something, cupcake?” 

“Do I have to?” I boldly respond.

He chuckled, “Definitely, I may have the wrong idea.” 

“I.. think we have the same idea.” 

“Oh, you don’t know my ideas.” He chuckled.

“Then show me.” 

He stroked my hair first, “I know you might want to try things now, cupcake, but.. first times aren’t that usually great for most women, it may hurt.. it.. may not even fit in.” 

When he said that last sentence, it made me fluster.

“Is.. that your way of saying you have a huge body count?” 

That made him laugh, “no no, I just used to hear it around. I had three, when I was a teen.”

“Three? How come you act so deprived of it then?” I got nosy.

He chuckled, “I don’t know, maybe because they weren’t you.” 

“Jungkook?” 

“Yes, cupcake?”

“Do you really see me that way? Like, you always praise me, make me feel like I’m just so beautiful..” 

“Yes, I most definitely see you that way. Haven’t I shown you enough?” He smirked and that made me want to kick my feet in the air. 

“Right..” 

“Let’s back up a bit, why do you want to try it now? What’s gotten to you, hm?” He held my chin after I couldn’t look at him.

“Nothing.” 

“Wait, does that mean I can be your boyfriend now?” 

“I-I don’t know.” 

“So you’re willing that I take your virginity as a friend?” 

“Hey, don’t mention that.” I got shy.