Can a heart still break once it's stopped beating? (Lady Lesso)

1 month later... Lesso's PoV

I was sleeping peacefully in my bed when I felt someone crawl on top of me kissing my forehead it was Eliza we had been dating since she saved my life I felt like I was about to snap I was under so much pressure I was still a dean but since Ophelia left I was helping Alanah run both schools since Clarissa was dating Kiara and neglecting her duties as dean and Alanah didn't want to fire her just in case Kiara hurt Harper, she felt bad for Sylvie she missed Crystal deeply and when one of Dovey's teachers tried badmouthing Crystal she almost killed that teacher, I needed a long distracting vacation. Later that day in a meeting when someone suggested firing Sylvie I snapped out of whatever daze I was in.

We aren't firing Sylvie, someone should tell that bitch to watch her fucking mouth. I said

We aren't firing anyone. Alanah said

And why not? Anemone asked

Because it's stupid! Alanah yelled "we all know Sylvie hasn't taken Crystals disappearance well, and she decided it was a good idea to joke about it and you fucking Evers are mad because of how she reacted grow up! If that bitch said it was my fault my sister's missing I would've did the same thing, we're gonna let Sylvie calm down then I'm gonna let her off with a warning that's as far as I'm willing to take it, am I understood? Alanah asked

Loud and clear. Anemone said through gritted teeth.

Then get the fuck out, Lesso can you stay? Alanah asked

Yeah. I said as I watched everyone leave and Alanah breathed in shallowly as her eyes flicked blue.

Are you..

Please don't ask me that. Alanah said and I nodded and waited for her to get herself together, when she was ready she began to speak.

Do you still want to have the never/ever ball? I don't know what theme it would be and i don't even know if I want to have it and— I hugged her tightly and she broke down crying hugging me back she missed her sister and I missed my best friends I understood the feeling.

I miss her so much and she was right here and.. and they moved her, I just hope she's ok. Alanah cried I felt so bad for her knowing what I could tell her I found out a while back that Dovey also knew where Harper and Crystal are and I couldn't tell her or Sylvie because Alanah would most likely kill Dovey.

She felt the same way when you were gone. I said because it was the only thing I could think of.

He hated me so much he raped me, he made me get an abortion weeks after that, I've never been in so much pain and he wouldn't let me die, I tried killing myself multiple times I don't understand why he wouldn't just let me die. Alanah said

Maybe he wanted to make you live with the pain. Aiden said in a corner staring at her with something of affection.

Go away. Alanah said

I wanted to talk. Aiden said

You cheated on me and took my kids away from me. Leave me alone. Alanah said

Their here, in your tower, can we talk privately please? Aiden asked

Fine, Lesso can you leave really quickly I'm fine now. Alanah said wiping her face and I nodded and they stared at each other. "You wanted to talk so talk." Alanah said

I cheated yes, but I only did it because I was mad at you because you let Beverly talk you into thinking you were gay I saw the divorce papers you already had in your drawer. It was stupid and impulsive but I really miss you. Aiden said and Alanah was kinda in shock at his confession.

Why didn't you talk to me then? Alanah asked she felt herself getting mad all over again, but she had to admit he looked cuter than she remembered she honestly just wanted to run and kiss him.

I didn't know how I just knew I wanted to hurt you back. Aiden said

So why now? You had all that time to come back and explain all of this but why now? Alanah asked and as he came closer she freaked out. "I swear if you touch me I will end your life." Alanah said

Don't tell me seeing me hasn't made you at least a little bit wet. Aiden said picking her up her still being pressed up against the wall her legs wrapped around his waist.

It hasn't! I hate you. Alanah said

One thing I never understood about you is how you stay so fit especially after having two kids. You look very good for your age. Aiden teased

For my age? That's something I better not hear out of your mouth ever again. Alanah said and they shared a passionate kiss, meanwhile I went to go talk to Sylvie.

Hey Sylvie, how are you doing? I asked

They want to put me on anti depressants on your orders, what did you do? Sylvie asked

Who wants to? Because that's not what happened, me and Alanah said you were getting a light warning. I said

It was Emma. Sylvie said

No one's putting you on anti depressants because you don't need them. You're just hurting, you miss your wife, we all know you love her very much and I'd expect nothing less from you, it's understandable. I said

It's been a fucking month and no one knows where they are we just know that they're together. Sylvie said

In a way it's comforting knowing they're not alone. I said

I tried locating her multiple times it's like she disappeared off the face of the earth. Sylvie said

I think Alanah has been trying her to distract herself because after everyone left the meeting she broke down crying. I'm gonna go get her journal from Harper's room. I said

I'm fine here thanks for checking on me though. Sylvie said and I left going to Harper's room where Emma was just putting the journal back.

Emma what are you doing? I asked

I was walking past and had an idea so I came here found the journal took pictures and I'm off to blackmail her into firing Sylvie. Anemone said

Do think this is smart?! I yelled

If she says no I'll send these to everyone in a 5 mile radius meaning everyone in this entire school she'll be ruined. For her sake I hope she agrees . Anemone said

For her sake I hope she doesn't murder you. I said and she snickered walking past me and I was actually shaking with rage although I swallowed my anger walking back to my room. Alanah however was doing paperwork when Anemone walked in a sat herself down.

Hi Alanah, I wanted to give you one last chance to accept my offer on firing Sylvie. Anemone said

Let me think about this.. no. Piss off. Alanah said

I thought you'd say that. Anemone said

So why waist your time? Alanah asked as Anemone pulled out her phone showing the pictures she took of her journal and she went pale.

Pick one, it's either you or her. Anemone said

Sylvie's my friend I'm not firing her to save myself, do whatever you want with those photos. Alanah said and with that she left Alanah's hand was shaking and she just went to her bedroom going to sleep.