It Will Never Be The Same Again (Before You Exit Fanfic)

Here's the first chapter to the sequel! Enjoy :-)

 

Two Weeks. I can’t believe it’s only been 2 weeks since the guys were gone. It felt like forever, I tell you. I go to school, looking at the McDonough’s house every time I go out of the house and walk to the direction of the school. And yes, I always hoped they’d be there or Connor will just magically go out of their house to join me in our usual walk to school. But of course, it didn’t happen.

Gladly, in 2 weeks nothing has changed between Connor and I. I remember perfectly we had a “skype date” the night he left us and we even talked for hours. He gave me a little tour of their tour bus where he showed me their front and back lounge, their food compartment, each of their bunk beds (where Connor showed me the gift I made for him, taped under Thomas’ bunk or above his bunk) and Connor even introduced me to their tour manager, Ben. That skype date was really funny because Connor kept on stumbling whenever he moves from place to place inside their tour bus because their driver was driving a bit fast. At times, Connor would almost fall and of course, I’m there to laugh at his silliness.

Aside from our usual skype dates, I can tell he’s trying his best to update me with everything that is happening to them around tour because at times he sends me long texts before shows saying things like:

Hey, Mia. We’ll be on in about 5 minutes :) How have you been? How’s school? Did anything happen? Let’s skype soon okay! You have no idea how much we (I) miss you. Alright, I’ll let you do your homework or whatever you’re doing now. Have a good night! Don’t forget to text me.

Or sometimes he just sends this kind of texts:

We’ll be on in a bit. Miss you!

And I just appreciate every message he sends me whether it’s the long one or just the short. Because it means that he managed to at least allot some time to just send me a text.

I can’t hide the fact that I really miss him already. It’s only been 2 weeks and I can’t stand not seeing him anymore. School’s fine, though. I keep on trying my best to stay away from Kristin and I’m happy I’m not failing. And good thing, she’s not doing anything bad to me yet. Maybe Connor warned her or something. But of course, I still have to stay away from her whatever happens. I don’t like people who create so much drama.

Oh well, 2 more weeks until I see Connor again.

One good thing that happened though in the 2 weeks is that Mike finally gave me 3 copies of the recordings we just did. He said that 1 is supposed to be for Connor just like we planned, 1 is for the guys and 1 is for me. I listen to them almost every day I can tell that I’m really proud of what we did.

It’s the weekend, and frankly I have nothing planned. I’ll have another skype date with Connor later tonight though, once they finish with the show. But for the whole day, I have no idea what I’ll do.

I’ve tried my best to entertain myself but the time is really slow. It’s just 2:30pm, and I already did everything I could possibly do here at home.

When I already thought that I had nothing to entertain me here at home, I just decided to walk out in the neighborhood. If you’re wondering, my brother already left for College the day after Connor and the guys left. And, my parents always seem so busy so I just see them only at night when they come home from work. So yeah, basically I am all alone and on my own.

At times Tayler would visit me in my house and sometimes I go to hers. But that only happened 5 times for the past 2 weeks. I’ve watched her play live in one of her gigs I attended, and I can tell she’s really good.