Wrong Number - L.T 1D

Chapter Sixty One

*Mimi's P.O.V*

I've been lying face down on the bed for at least fifteen minutes now. I'm not exactly sure what's going on out there but I can hear their voices melding together as they argue about whatever they're talking about. Every now and then though, I can hear someone yell but it's never loud enough for me to make out what they are saying.

"Niall! For god sake. Just let it go. I don't love her! I never did so just drop the goddamn subject and leave me the hell alone!" I hear someone scream and then a few seconds later I hear a door slam, the walls shaking.

It only takes a second but when the familiarity of that voice finally hits me, the tears I've been holding back, spring to my eyes. The tiny bit of hope I was holding onto finally slips away and vanishes, leaving me feeling hopeless and empty. It leaves a huge brick wall in my path, leaving me standing on the other side with no way to get over it.

It's official. I was trying not to believe it, I was trying to believe that he was just going through a phase. But now that that tiny shred of hope I had left is gone, I know that it's true. He doesn't love me. He doesn't care about me. He just wants me out of his life.

And I'm definitely not coping well. Having to deal with the nightmares, the constant fear that my mother is behind me, the trust issues and the heart break, is way too much for me. I can feel my world start to spin and spin in circles as I try to control my heart rate, as I try to maintain a certain level of sanity.

I feel my body tilt sideways as I fall from the sitting position I had placed myself in not moments ago. I feel a giant headache work its way down the front of my skull, adding to the pain of hitting the floor from falling off the bed.

I know I'm still crying, even if I can't feel the tears. My whole body is numb so I'm surprised I can even feel the pain in my head and my shoulder. I can't even hear what's coming out of my mouth. It's as if my body has shut down all sense except for my sight, but I can see black spots start to dance across m vision.

I know I'm sobbing loudly but I can't hear the heart broken sound. I know I'm crying but I can't feel them roll down my cheeks. I know I'm in pain but I can't feel the white hot searing sensation. I know my eyes are open but I can't see anything due to the black spots clouding my vision.

"Mimi?"

The voice cuts through all the holds that are taking over my body. It's such a strange sensation, to be able to hear that voice while I can't hear anything else. I don't know what to make of it. I don't know how it's happening. I don't know anything and it only adds to the confusion running through my body.

"Mimi, are you okay sweetheart? Please answer me," the voice says.

I try to say something along the lines of 'no I'm not' but I don't know if I said it or not. I can't even hear my own voice. I can't even feel my lips brush against one and other as I talk. Even if I did say something, how am I supposed to know what was said.

"Love, you need to calm down. Please. Take a deep breath and listen to the sound of my voice. You are going to be fine."

Not only can I hear the voice of whoever is talking to me, I can feel their touch as the place their hand on my arm. I think my body jumps at the sudden contact but I can't be sure. I can't be sure of anything right now except for the cold hand that is placed gently on my arm.

I take a deep breath as I listen to the words of the person trying to help me. I take a deep breath and slowly breathe out. I try to calm my racing heart along with trying to stop the tears. I continue to breathe in and out, slowly, as I listen to the deep sound of their voice.

After a few minutes, or it could have been hours, I can feel my senses start to come back to me. Slowly at first, not enough for me to really notice, but then when I begin to hear my own breathing, I know that it's working.

First I can hear my breath as it tickles the skin on my arms. Then I can feel the fluffy carpet under my fingertips, as I run them through the long strands. Then a slight smell of mans cologne invades my nostrils but there isn't enough for me to figure out who is in the room with me. I know that the person has stopped speaking but I can still feel their hand on my arm.

And then the world starts to fade in and out of focus. It starts as the black dots in my eyes begin to fade away, slowly as if they don't want to blind me with the light coming through the window in the room. I can see the chest of drawers on the wall as it slowly begins to swim into focus. Soon I can see everything around me, only with a light blur over lapping the picture.

I slowly start to sit up, trying to avoid a head spin. Once I am seated upright, I let my slowly scan the entire room while looking for whoever was in here comforting me. But I find no one. I feel the crease between my eyes appear as I look around again in confusion.

I was so focused on getting my sight back that I didn't even feel the person remove their hand from my arm. I didn't even hear them as they stood up and walked towards the door. I didn't hear them as they opened the door and closed it quietly behind them.

Whoever was in hear didn't want me to know who they were.

They knew that it my distressed state that I wouldn't be able to pinpoint who the voice belonged too. 

But why would they want to keep their identity hidden from me?

I'M BACK!!! I know, I know. Thank the heaven above from bringing your favourite person in the world back to you. I know. I'm glad I'm back too.

I've missed all you nerds :)

Even though I didn't update, I did read some of your comments. And let me tell you, I will update when I update so calm yo farms!!!

Nah, I know that it was a while to go without having an update and I'm really sorry. I should have been more organised with back up chapters that I could use while I'm away. Next time, I'll be ready.

QOTC: Who do you think the person in the room was?

ILYSM!

SWAG ON!

~ TJ xoxoxoxo