I'm Not Losing Him

[Mark's POV]

I stood in awe, for I could still feel Jack's pleasant breaths through all of my crying. I remained confused, backing up from him and looking intensely into Jack's teary eyes. I smiled, for Jack was still alive for some reason.

"Jack! You're ok!" I yelled, hugging him as tight as I could.
"Can't... B-breathe..." He gasped, laughing. We let the hug linger for the longest time, without saying a word. No words were really needed; all that mattered was that Jack was ok. I kissed him excitedly, for we didn't care why Jack was ok, we were just happy he was alive.

"Was it not poison?" I asked, puzzled.
"I dunno, it had a weird taste, but it would explain why I wasn't feeling sick or weak." He answered. "Fuck, it could've just been another FUCKING test given to me by those douchebags!" He screamed out of frustration.
"Sean, calm down please." I put my arm around him, trying to calm him down.
"No! You can't take this away from me! I was chased by dolls! I had to run around naked in a mall, I had to fight a mutant creature, I had to walk on a fuckin' tightrope across a building, and I ever fuckin' cut my toe off! I have nine fucking toes now, babe! I can't 'calm down' right now!" He yelled, pacing back and forth. I started to cry a tiny bit, hugging him.
"I love you." I told him, kissing him on the cheek."
"I... I love you too. I'm sorry, I just... I've been through a lot."
"I know. I can never thank you enough for it."
"Now let's get these motherfuckin' dicks, ye with me?" He asked with a really Irish accent.
"I'm with ya, ya leprechaun."

All of a sudden, we hear a loud bang outside, and what appeared to be the crackling of fireworks. The door to the next room opened, and we both stared at each other. We both nodded, and entered the room.

I could never express to Jack how much I loved him. How much he did for me. Imagine someone that will do absolutely anything to save you, even just to be with you. Imagine someone that will die for you, just so their last moments will be of you telling them how much you love them. That person is the person you should want to spend an eternity with.

I never knew I would be so fortunate to have someone like him. Every time I look at him, I feel as though I don't deserve someone as great as him. I feel like he deserves someone better. But the way he looks at me... It's true love. His eyes tell me everything is ok. His smile tells me to smile through the pain the world throws at you. His hands tell me that I'm safe in his hands. His hugs tell me that I'm loved.

I smile, for know I know that I'm not losing him, and I'm never going to lose him ever again. From now on, he's mine and mine only.

I'm not losing him.

<><>author note<><>
Hey y'all, for the next few chapters, please give me some feed back! I would love to see your initial reactions when reading these next few chapters. Love you guys!