Through the hurt. { Lauren Jauregui f.f }

Content Warning:

This story will contain mental and physical abuse. (Some sexual abuse)

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-sorry for any mistakes.. Enjoy guys😳

"Cassidy, get up." I heard as I felt a hand come in contact with my side. I opened my eyes half way to see an angry faced Chris. I instantly got up when I noticed it was him. I slid up to the headboard as he continued to look down at me.

"W-what's going on?" I asked wanting to know why he woke me up so early and sudden.

"Just get up and be downstairs for breakfast." He said as he went through his closet and slipped something on.

He turned to look at me "Now! Damn Cassidy are you stupid?!" He screamed at me causing me to jump off the bed, ignoring him and his hurtful words.

I went through my things and found me something to wear for the day. I then walked quickly to the bathroom not looking back.

As soon as I felt the hot steamy water hit my aching body I felt like I could just roll over and cry. After awhile of me being in there just thinking my life over and washing myself up. I knew that I needed to be out by now.

I stepped out the shower and began to get dressed knowing that Chris would be up here soon if I took much longer.

I rushed to get dressed then ran my hand through my damp hair. I opened the door and went to put my dirty clothes up in Chris's room.

As I walked down the stairs I could hear all types of noise I knew this meant Taylor, Mr. and Mrs. Jauregui must of been up.

"Awe there she is. Chris pull her out a seat." Mrs. Jauregui said as soon as she saw me come down.

As I'm sure you can tell by now, nobody even knows that Chris does the things that he does to me. His family sees him as this wonderful, nice, boy that could do nothing wrong. But only if they really knew.

I smiled politely and walked slowly over beside Chris. He pulled my chair out as he stared at me. "You took too long. But don't worry I'll handle it later." He whispered in my ear as I sat down and scooted up my chair.

Chills ran down my spine. I knew what that meant, but I couldn't react because then everyone would know.

So I only shook my head and quickly put on a fake smile as I looked around the table. "This looks great Mrs. Jauregui."

She smiled at me and shook her head. "Oh dear what have I told you about calling me that, Call me Clara."

I just smiled and nodded before looking back down.

"Are you ok, I heard some yelling this morning?" I looked over to see Taylor looking at me with a worried look.

I nodded and sighed. "Yeah I'm fine, it's nothing to worry about."

"You sure?" She asked as she flickered her eyes over to Chris who was eating quietly.

"Because I know how he can be." I just stared at her for a minute before actually speaking. Taylor seems to be the only one that has ever seen how Chris could be and his ways. She didn't know that he beat me but she definitely knew something was up sometimes.

"Yeah I'm sure, but thanks for asking." She looked at me as if she knew I was lying but shook her head and have me a side hug.

"No problem." She rubbed my back and I sat up a bit more and looked around the table when I felt eyes staring into the side of my face.

His eyes just looking at me, making want to just want to run and hide. I guess I thought I was telling Taylor something but I really wasn't.

"So." Clara said breaking the awkward silence. "You guys should know that Lauren will be home later this week."

"What?! Really!" Taylor said excitedly making me laugh a little as I watched her do a little happy dance. I just sat there and listened to them talk about her, Lauren. Since I've never actually met her in person before. Even though Chris and I have been dating for so long I just never got to do it, and Chris says it's not necessary.

I looked over to see Chris just looking down at his now empty plate.

"Yes, and I want you especially to be on your best behavior." She said while pointing at Chris.

He shrugged. "Whatever mom. I couldn't care less about her."

I felt very nervous for some reason, I don't know I guess it was because of this situation and i knew that Chris was upset. And when he is upset I get hurt.

"Do not speak about your sister that way." Mike said sternly.

"Well how about we not talk about her at all then!" Chris yelled and I looked away not wanting to make any eye contact.

"All you ever talk about is fucking Lauren this! Lauren that! Damn can you not see you have other children. She does things to hurt me yet when I say one thing about her I'm the bad person!" No one said anything I know I wasn't going to speak especially not now.

"Chris sweetie-" Clara went to say but Chris pushed his chair from under him.

"Nah I don't wanna hear it! Cassidy come on!" He yelled causing me to jump and push my hair out of my face quickly getting out of my seat.

"Hey." I felt Taylor grab ahold of my arm before I could walk away and I bit my lip at the pain.

"Yes?" She gave me a sad smile and then pulled me into a quick hug.

"Remember what I said ok." She whispered and I nodded before running to catch up with Chris who had stormed out the door and into his car.

God I'm praying he's not too upset..because I'm already in so much pain.

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A/N

I really am enjoying writing this story so far. I hope you all like it as much as I do.

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