Through the hurt. { Lauren Jauregui f.f }

Content Warning:

This story will contain mental and physical abuse. (Some sexual abuse)

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-sorry for any mistakes guys..enjoy👓

Cassidy's POV.

Sighing I stared at my reflection. Jesus, I looked horrible. "Ouch." I flinched as I touched my cheek. I knew I would have to cover it all up by the morning. No way I could show my face like this.

I leaned forward against the sink, gripping both sides of it. Ugh I'm so scared, I know I wasn't supposed to be talking to Lauren and yet here I was about to kiss her!

What is wrong with me? I had no other choice but to stick up for Chris because if I didn't it would have been bad. I mean Lauren's already getting suspicious about things already..

I just don't want to get hurt anymore this was already the reason I was hurt earlier because he thought I was letting her touch me. But I wasn't he was right there and still, things were my fault. As always.

After cleaning myself up a bit and catching my breath.

Slowly, I crept back into the room not wanting Chris to wake back up and find another reason to beat me.

I sighed once I got into bed and turned over. My body ached from head to toe it felt as if I could pass out any minute. I just rested my eyes for bit until my breathing became heavy then before I knew I was falling into a deep sleep.

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Lauren's POV.

Sitting up in bed I was so angry and annoyed from earlier this morning. I mean I couldn't get any more sleep from all the thoughts that kept coming into my head about everything that was going on.

I sighed and got up to go freshen up for breakfast.

"Morning mom." I said as I hopped down the last step.

"Morning sweetie, how'd you sleep?"

I shook my head as I sat down and put my head in my hands. "Ugh not much sleep. "

"Oh I'm sorry hon, was it that girl Camila again? Because if it was you know I've told you she's nothing but trouble."

I laughed and shook my head. "No mom it wasn't Camila, I just had a lot of things on my mind."

Which was really a lie. Most of those things consisted of Cassidy, after I ran into her in the hall earlier this morning. I just couldn't stop thinking about her. Literally it kept me up all night man.

She smiled softly at me and rubbed my arm. "Oh I'm sorry sweetie, maybe after breakfast you could go and get some more sleep."

I just nodded and put my head back down on the table.

"Morning mom, where's dad?" I heard what sounded like Taylor's loud voice bounce down beside me.

"Oh you know him, morning coffee out on the front porch reading the newspaper."

"Get up Laur!" She yelled into my ear and I groaned and swatted my hand at her.