Through the hurt. { Lauren Jauregui f.f }

Lauren's POV.

"Yeah mom, I know." I said into the phone. It was now 7:30 in the morning and my mom woke me up just to yell at me.

"That is your brother Lauren! And right now he is going through hell, because you took the person that he loved away from him!"

Ok, now she's really starting to piss me off. How is any of that my fault? What Chris did, what he put Cassidy through was all his choice.

"No mom! I didn't take anything from him, if he was more of a man than he wouldn't have treated Cassidy the way he's been. She doesn't deserve that, and I refuse to let you blame me for his problems." I immediately hung up not wanting to hear anything else she had to say.

I mean seriously she had some nerve to blame me for Chris's dumb ass quote, unquote mistakes. He knew what he was doing when he was abusing her. So she needs to be focused more on that, and getting him help then me.

"Lauren." I heard a small voice say from behind me making me turn around.

"Good morning Cassidy. How you feeling?" I asked with a small smile on my face.

"I've been better." I watched as she slowly sat down on the other side of the island with her hands between her legs, as if she was cold.

"You cold?" She shook her head telling me no, but I knew that she was so I went to turn the air down.

"So, what would you like for breakfast?" I asked as I waked over to the refrigerator browsing at all the options she had.

"Lauren?"

I raised my eyebrow up at her. "Yeah?"

"Umm...who was that on the phone?" I turned around to see her already staring at me. I gave her a fake smile and shook my head. "No one."

I knew she probably knew I was lying, but I was not about to tell her what my mom was talking about.

"Oh. It's just you seemed upset. Was it Chris?" I looked over at her and sighed. "No, no Cassidy it wasn't. It was just mom." I said as I watched her bite her lip nervously.

"Oh. Is she upset with you?"

"Yeah." I said slowly, it was the truth. But I didn't want to make her feel bad.

"Because of me right?"

I shook my head quickly. "No. No, Cassidy it has nothing to do with you."

"I don't want her to be upset with you b-because you helped me, I'll go back to Chris. I will." I looked at her like she was crazy.

"What?" I asked looking at her like she was crazy.

"I'll go back to him, s-so you and your mom can-"

I shook my head quickly. "No, your not going anywhere Cassidy. Your especially not going back to Chris." I can't believe she would even think that that would be an option for her.

"But-"

"No. But nothing,Cassidy mom will be just fine. She's just upset that Chris is upset. But you going back to him is absolutely crazy! I'd never let that happen!"

Things got quite as I continued to fix our breakfast. I looked over at Cassidy to see her looking down as she played with her fingers. I sighed as I grabbed both plates and sat down across from her.

"I made you a doctors appointment, it's later on today." She nodded as she slowly started to eat her food. 

I reached over placing my hand on hers to get her attention. "Listen to me Cassidy, I didn't mean to yell at you. It's just that, I could never imagine the things that would happen to you if you went back to my brother."

She nodded understandingly but she still kept quiet. I sighed and continued to eat my food. A couple of minutes passed by and Cassidy still hadn't said a word to me.

I couldn't help but to feel bad. I shouldn't have yelled at her, me knowing just how sensitive Cassidy is, and now I probably scared her quite.

"You know. You didn't have to make an appointment for me. I'll be fine."

I looked up quickly hearing her voice. I smiled slightly to myself before responding. "I know that Cassidy. But I just really want to make sure that your ok. I mean it's not very normal for you to be throwing up as much as you have."

"Yeah." That's all she said before looking down at her food as she picked over it. I knew what she was thinking and I'm not gonna lie I've been wondering the same exact thing.

I went to say something else to her but before I could she just shook her head and headed up stairs.

We'll figure things out...I know we will. We have to. But I know one thing for sure, I will never as long as I live allow Cassidy to go back to Chris.

I don't care how upset my mom is. She'll just have to get over it, because Cassidy isn't going anywhere.

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