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Dedication for CHAPTER 19 goes to a beautiful girl!!!

@CRAZYMOFO2010

Follow her and read her lovely book ❤️❤️

She is just too sweet!!!

Ily ❤️❤️

Chapter 19:

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Marcel's POV:

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Confusion?

Yeah, confusion.

It seems to be the only feeling I can consume right now.

I am glad, really glad, that Liam has decided to be nice to me, but that was only when we were alone, and I'm scared to think about how he will act towards me in public.

And on another point, Liam is really confusing me... He acted a bit... Too nice to me last night, you could say.

I am happy, excited, glad, worried, scared- confused.

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• can't figure it out

What now?

I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There's no one to call

cause I'm just playing games with them all

The more I swear I'm happy

The more that I'm feeling alone

Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions

I can't even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now?

I just can't figure it out

What now?

I guess I'll just wait it out

Wait it out

What now?

Somebody tell me

What now?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

So what now? •

I pulled my earphones out from my ears as I made my way towards the school doors.

I always seemed to listen to the songs that meant something to me, this one just seemed to explain how I felt about everything at the moment.. Kinda.

I made my way through the crowd successfully without tripping or falling over, and opened the lock to my locker and grabbed the days textbooks.

" Hi " a voice called from beside me.

Georgia.

" H-Hi " I spoke , shit, he stuttering is back!

" how was your day with Liam yesterday? " she asked me.

" umm.. It w-was in-interesting" I replied.

" that's good i guess " she laughed.

" h-how was your day with Niall " I asked her.

" wow Marcel! You hardly stuttered in that sentence! I'm proud " she giggled, lifting her hand up, to which I flinched back.

" ohh. Uh sorry.." She mumbled, lowering her hand.

She understood.

It was only a force of habit, obviously she was only going to give me a high-five, but of course my stupid brain has learnt to flinch everytime a hand was ever raised towards me... Guess my brain finally got used to it happening so much that it became natural.

" my day was good though, thanks for asking, but Niall was acting a bit strange " she replied, completely ignoring the previous few seconds.

" oh " I responded.

* RING *

" oh uhh, we should probably get to class, do you know what subject we have now?" Georgia asked me.

" uh yeah, w-we have maths n-now " I answered.

" ugh, I hate maths!, but let's goo " she whined, pulling me by the arm toward Mr. Fink's class.

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