Geek Charming ? h.s.

Hello all my friends, I am so sorry for leaving the update till now, it was LITTERALLY killing me just as much as I'm sure it was killing all of you!

I left you guys on a cliffhanger, I feel so bad🙈

But blame school and the genius who came up with the idea of exams, please don't blame me!

But..

The good news is that I only have 2 more exams left to write

But.. The bad news is also that I am going to camp for 3 weeks from the 8th of December :(

So I won't have an signal and I am not allowed to take my phone with me, so I won't be able to update for those three weeks, BUT I PROMISE that the day I get back, I will update and I will try as hard as I can to catch up on all the updates I miss❤️❤️

Right, so without further adue, let's begin: enjoy x

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Songs: [ in this order ]

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Eyes on fire- blue foundation( no remixes- original version only)

Say something- a great big world ft. Christina Aguilera ( yes, again)

Any song suggestions? Please feel free to comment them!!

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Chapter 25

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" M-m-m" I managed to stutter out.

" please Georgia " Marcel spoke.

" say something, anything " he repeated, clearly.

He didn't stutter once, as clear as air, Marcel spoke.

He wasn't afraid of my response, all he wanted was a response, for me to stop staring.

But I couldn't do that.

I was completely frozen into place.

I didn't understand, I never thought I would have to say that, my life was always perfect.

Set out for me was my perfect future... That was until this moment.

I dropped to my knees.

" b-b-b. m-Mars. Why? " there. I got it out.

" I, it was getting uh, too much for me Georgia, I can't do this anymore. " he spoke, his voice clear but his eyes showed pain, and fear as tears began to brim in his eyes.

I wanted to cry myself, but the tears seemed to be caught and latched back in my eyes.

" wh-what h-happened. Wh-who? " I couldn't form a regular sentence, the alcohol that flooded through my veins could have been the reason for that, any other time, but now, after this sight, I think the alcohol clotted and exploded from my veins, I felt more sober than ever.

I had absolutely no idea why I was in such shock, I mean, it's not like I even knew Marcel that well.

Yes, I mean, he was my friend, but that's all right? All I knew was that he was a friend, an aquatint in class, but now? Something struck through my veins at the sight and I no longer think Marcel is just a regular boy. Something inside of me was screaming for me to help him, assure him be had a friend, someone who cared about him.

But how could I do that, when my head did not agree with my heart?

" I- I can't tell you.." He mumbled.

" what?! W-why?" I whined, in worry, not annoyance

" they said they will hurt you if I do" he shook, as he whispered, staring down at the fresh oozing blood clots forming on the torn skin.

" please Marcel!" I cried, the tears that were caught had finally found a way out, slowly dropping down my face.

" Georgia, I'm so sorry, that I put you through having to endure me as long as you have, and I can't p-put in any more danger for.. Me. Please Georgia, you have to go now, I can't see you anymore. " he cried, shaking heavily. His knees being pulled up to his chest, as he began to rock back and forth.

" n-no Marcel! I can't just leave you! You need help, let me help you! " I cried.

Each word that Marcel just spoke broke my heart into smaller pieces, the more he spoke, the more my heart shattered.

I couldn't believe my ears, Sometimg really really bad happened, and he wanted me to leave him alone?

" Georgia," Marcel spoke again, reaching an arm out to me, " listen to me. I want you to forget about this, forget about the pain I have caused you, forget about me, please, I beg of you Georgia, if you care at all, forget I ever existed."

No.

He didn't just say that.

Did he?

Could he?

" b-but! " I muttered only to be cut off by Marcel.

" please" he cried, hands still holding mine gently in his lap.

He let go of my grip, pulling away, but just before I could let him slip away any further, I did the unthinkable.

I grabbed Marcel, tight, and pulled him forward. His face turning for fear, and sadness into fear and confusion.

I looked Marcel straight in the eyes, staring into his green irises, which sparkled brighter that the stars outside, I looked through his eyes, and caught merely a glimpse of he sadness he was holding inside.

Our faces only an inch apart now, I leaned forward, until our lips brushed.

He began to pull away, though I placed my shaking hand behind his head, taking hold of his neck, and I leaned forward again.

I did not hesitate to smash my lips into Marcel's, feeling the salty tears brimming both our eyes falling onto each other's lips.

I held him in this grasp as our lips moved together, fitting together like two puzzle pieces.

No, what I doing?!

This was wrong, something had to be wrong?!

Where we the sparks?

There are supposed to be sparks now!

New tears began to fall from my eyes, as I pulled away, and stood up, upset worth my actions and mostly their consequences.

" g-goodbye Georgia " Marcel muttered out, still in shock from what I had just done to him.

" I'm n-not letting you go that was easily Marcel. You need help!" I replied.

" I'm too broken Georgia, I can't be fixed, I'm sorry. " he answered.

" no Marcel, I'm sorry, and I'm not giving up on you. "

And With those words spoken, I dreadfully pulled myself out the door, leaving who may have been my only true friend behind, in a pull of blood and emotions.

Lost.

Alone.

Scared.

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