I'm Not A Puppy

"Courtney?"

I was going to pee on her, I could feel it.

In front of us was a very fair, long haired (I think her hair was black) beautiful girl. She was slim and chic and looked really confident. She was exactly what I would expect from someone who tried to seduce my man. I mean that's not exactly what happened but still. Listen I know she doesn't know that this man has been eternally taken, and I can agree he's irresistible, but that doesn't make it okay with me.

"Jaxon! Hey.. you didn't call me back..." I could feel the moment Jaxon's excitement turned to dread. His friend was trying to leap over the friend zone boundary and Jaxon wanted nothing to do with it.

I was satisfied.

"Yeah. I mean, I got a new dog." Courtney's eye roll over to me.

"Oh, it's so cute. What's his name?" Wow, never mind. I'm clearly feminine. I've never seen myself in a mirror or anything but I'm pretty sure my face is in there. The fur never felt so suffocating.

I really miss being human.

"Her name is Angel. We found her in the woods." Her eyes turned to Jaxon.

"You found her in the woods? Oh my God, what if she's like- diseased?"

"I'm pretty sure that's not-"

"Listen-I'll catch up with you later, okay? Call me back!" Courtney ran like the wind. Jaxon looked flabbergasted.

I easily lost her hair in the crowds of people. I was happy to see her go. "She's so weird. It's not like you're a wild animal... you were clearly just lost. It looked like you were lost for a long time."

Jaxon took a good, hard look at me. "I don't want to lose you. Please don't run away." I swear I could feel the bond when I looked into his eyes. All I wanted was to come clean and put this thing behind us. I said I was sorry, because I'm stupid and don't know how else to express myself, and it came out as a little yip.

The reality was that I was a werewolf and he wouldn't understand. I wasn't even sure how to get home from here. I wish I could just kidnap him or something. I wonder if when he looks into my eyes he can tell I'm  thinking of horrible things. Yes sweetie, I'm thinking about kidnapping you.

My gears were turning. If I went to your school as a girl and made a move, surely I could seduce my own mate?

What the hell is wrong with me.

I shuffled in his arms asking to be put down. He set me down gently and then fluffed his fingers through my hair. I don't want him to love me like a dog. I want him to love me.. well like I'm his girl, y'know?

I made up my mind. As we walked back home, I starred at all the couples holding hands and snuggling. Here I was being walked. How romantic.

Plus I really needed to pee and I had no where to go unless I went doggy style. *Shivers*

I held it in.

***

Back at home I was desperate. I was super hungry and I needed to pee. I ran to the guest room as soon as we got home. Jaxon laughed at my excitement.

I shifted back. I was naked, but I covered myself with a sheet and ran to the bathroom. I wasn't so lucky. Listen I know I be taking risks but if you had been holding it in this long you would too.

"Are you a ghost?" It was his little brother. I covered my mouth but my eyes were open. I nodded up and down silently. My boobs were freezing and nips were hurting. It was cold to be a naked human.

I was trying to hold it in so I didn't stain the white sheet. "Can you talk missus ghost?" The little boy babbled, looking at me but also looking at the floor.

When I turned 14 I had a dream of what my life would become. This was not ever part of that dream. I shook my head at the kid.

He smiled and covered his mouth as if overjoyed by being part of my secret. He looked at me one more time and then ran off.

I ripped the bathroom door open and peed on the bathtub. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I let out a sigh.

Then the door opened.

I yelped and shifted back as fast as I could. It was definitely not silent and it took a hot second, but luckily Jaxon didn't barge in. He had no reason to be in a rush.

He walked in to see his dog in a puddle of pee covered in a sheet in the bathtub. Now I know what it feels like to be a real dog.

"What the hell Angel!  You didn't pee on our walk! Why do you have a sheet with you? Mom!" I fucked up. 

Not because I was standing in my piss while my mate yelled at me. That sucks, but not why I fucked up.

Little brother was behind Jaxon staring at me curiously. His eyes were shifting between the sheet and me.

This little kid is going find me out. Damn, never underestimate children.