I was my self
You HATED me
I was quiet
You HATED me
I don't know what to do
I don't know why I still try
I don't know why I want to please you
I have stopped trying
I have stopped feeling
I have no emotions
I can't see the colors of the world
Not anymore
I have lost it all
I have stayed out of your way
But you still come to me
You hit me
You kick me
You yell at me
But I can't feel a thing
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
I thought my life was over
After all
What is life without emotion and color
I thought my life was over
I didn't have the will to live
I didn't eat
I couldn't feel
My life was over
Then I met her
And I met them
They changed me
They helped
OR AT LEAST THEY TRIED
No one can help me
I am a lost cause
No one will ever care
No one will ever love me
I am okay with that
I can't love anyone either
He was right.
YOU ARE READING
Emotion and Color (Pdh x Reader) DISCONTINUED
Fanfiction*cover made by @Taylah-San* **DISCONTINUED** Y/n had been abuse mentally, pyshically, and emotionally since she was very young. She had been so abused and mistreated that slowly she started to loose the ability to feel emotions. Y/n began to loose t...
